Sabrina's little sister

Hope

* Hope is the only thing stronger than fear  *

Sarah's POV
We just pulled into to Peyton's driveway since we didn't want Mia getting upset or scared with Sabrina and Bradley arguing. "Where are we?" Mia asked beginning to wake up from her nap "we came to Peyton's house, is that ok" I asked as I lifted her out of the car "ok"she said as she took ahold of my hand as we walked up to the front door together. "Sarah it's so lovely to see you again" Peyton's mom said as she hugged me "hi Angela (I didn't know Peyton's moms name) it's nice to see you too" I replied hugging her with my free hand "and who is this little sweetie pie" she said indicating to Mia "this is my little sister Mia, say hi to Peyton's mom" I said as Mia hid behind my legs "hi" she said before hiding her face in my coat "Jesus Christ you should've seen her half an hour ago, it was like she was on speed or something" Peyton said making us all laugh "I'm guessing Peyton gave her sugar" Angela said laughing "oh yes, and lots of it" I said whilst picking Mia up and placing her on my hip as she hid her face in my neck "ohh she's so cute, we'll come on in don't stand on the doorstep she said leading us into the kitchen.

Sabrina's POV
I'm sat on the couch with steaming hot tears pouring from my eyes as I attempt to process what has happened in the last half an hour, I feel alone, isolated but most importantly I fell betrayed, I opened up to Bradley and he judged me for doing what I believed was right. In his poem which sits in the box he gave me on Valentine's Day of this year, there is a constant repetition of the line "your mine" but I no longer am, I no longer feel beautiful, the boy I loved has ruined me and forced me into thinking I am something I am not, his text messages to me, he promised one of us will never have to love without the other what ever happened to that promise, the boy I poured my heart and sole into, the one who I fell for the moment I lay eyes on, the boy who I had hoped and planned to spend the rest of my life with whether as friends or as each other other half's has just got up and left so easily without even looking at me for who I am and the mature person I am slowly becoming, I see him now the boy with the bright brown eyes who was always smiling, the boy who taught me how to believe in happy endings and helped to fix my broken heart, that boy is gone, he has monsters, he has pain if only I had know I would've chased them away, the boy I loved became a monster, the boy with dreams now has nightmares, the boy with the bright brown eyes now has dull, tired grey eyes with bags underneath them, the boy who was always smiling now always crying and screaming, hallucinating and no longer dreaming. His laugh became faker, his anger became more frequent, the explosion we had for one another died, the firework let off one last sight,

The boy I fell in love with is no longer here, the boy I loved became a grenade, a grenade which exploded causing damage to anyone and anything in its path, the boy I loved lost his hope, the boy I kissed no longer kisses back, the boy full of passion is no longer passionate, the boy I loved became a monster, a monster who I will now fear until the day I die. Your parents teach you as a child to look under the bed for monsters, but they never teach you how a monster can be standing right in front of you.

Sarah's POV
I'm sat in Peyton's kitchen eating some fruit which she gave to us as she talks to us about how Peyton used to be broken and depressed but then he met me "sarbear" Mia asked whilst eating a strawberry "yes Mia" I replied as I drank some coffee "what's a soulmate" she asked with her cute little smile "it's like a best friend but more, it's someone who believed in you before anyone else did and it's someone who knew you and accepted you for who you were, they make you a better person, by inspiring you and it's someone you love very much" I replied as I look to Peyton "do you have a soulmate" she asked whilst eating some more fruit "yes Mia I believe I do" I said whilst Peyton grabbed my hand and squeezed it tight from across the table "when I grow up I want to love someone that much" she said as she watched mine and Peyton's every move "I'm sure you will Mia, but remember you have to kiss a few frogs before you find your Prince Charming" Peyton said as he stroked Mia's face with his finger, "did you kiss many frogs before you found Sarah" Mia asked begging to know more of the storey "unfortunately Mia I did, love is very hard to find, but once you found it you have to hold it tightly and never let it fly away" he said as he moved Mia onto his lap "and if anyone breaks your heart, they've got me to deal with" he said as he tickled her "ohh please you'd be behind me making sure I don't kill the bastard" I said jokingly before my phone went off