Long Distance

The end

After the day we spent together things started to change between me and Jackson again. It was all too familiar.

I pushed the thought to back of my head, and started my day.

Today the group is trying things again. The road trip didn't work out so well, but the second tries a charm right.

Schedules didn't line up so well so that meant the entire group couldn't come as planned, which also meant money arrangements changed, as well as driving arrangements.

It's just one thing after another, it'll be worth it though, and if not I'll be able to get away from this repetitive lifestyle of mine.

Funny how this trip was because of Tyson, but we aren't even on speaking terms.

I was head over heels about that boy. He taught me so much. He even taught me about me.

Trying to juggle him and Jackson both are showing me who I really am and what I really want.

And what I really want is neither of them.

Yhup you heard it right, crazy Mel is letting them both go.

Thinking of them both I use to think of love, but I had to learn myself before I learned them or what love really was.

I'm too young. I have school, and work, and life to stress about. Not love.

As for this trip I hope to just have fun, if Tyson doesn't speak to me of course I'll be a little hurt but I'll let it go. I don't really remember what I did but knowing me I probably deserve it.

"Great!"...

"Thank you, have a wonderful day"

I just got of the phone with the hotel, our reservations are made, and all that's left is packing up and getting there.

The tine is getting closer and closer. Butterflies are bouncing off the walls of my stomach.

I just can't believe I'm doing this.

As I sat with my bags packed I got a notification on my phone.

Severe Weather Storm Warning - Stay off the Roads if at all possible.

No, I refuse to do this again.

Weather is not about to keep playing a factor in this.

I heard a horn honk outside, must of been everyone else.

I dragged my bags out to car.

When I was out there Jackson got out and helped me put them in the trunk.

Before I could walk away he pulled me into a hug.

I just wasn't feeling it.

I paid more attention to the pieces of  hail tapping the concrete as they fell.

It was coming down fast and hard.

If we move fast maybe we can pass it up.

Getting in the car the rest of the crew greeted me.

Everything was off to a good start.

The weather was coming down even harder and it was my turn to drive.

In my mind I felt like driving faster I could get out of it. I could pass the weather up.

It wasn't many other cars on the road. So anytime the road was clear of cars I would pick up my speed.

The roads were getting slicker but the hail was no longer coming down.

I knew I could pass it up.

For a split second I closed my eyes and mentally fist pumped but when I opened them again there were headlights in my vision.

I was in my lane but I couldn't slow down my tires were slipping and I was pumping the brakes.

I heard screams in my ears just as I yanked the wheel and swerved. There was a loud crash and soon my vision went black.

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Im sorry guys, I just couldn't keep this story going. I had this chapter written but I didn't want it to end this way. But I just can't carry this story on. I'm not changing this ending, but I promise a new story a better story will be up eventually.