The Perfect Couple

Chpt.5: Tears, Tears, and More Tears

          When I wake up from my terrible sleep, the first thing I do is check my IPhone.  I have no messages, yes! It kinda hurts though because Four didn't fight for me. I guess we weren't meant to be. 
      Before I start crying I get dressed. I wear a black sweater with skinny jeans, black Uggs, and my infinity sign earrings.  For my makeup and hair, I put mascara on and throw my hair up into a messy bun. I do not feel like looking nice today.
        After I brush my teeth, I grab my phone, keys, and wallet and head out the door to my car. While I'm driving I pass Fours house, because he lives a couple of houses down the street, and see him walking out with a pained expression on his face. I speed up and start crying.  I hate how he makes me feel bad.
         By the time I get to the school, I look like I was part of a gothic circus. I search my car for a napkin and wipe off my ruined mascara before anyone notices. Hopefully that's the only time I cry today.
       
         •*•*•*•*•Time-Skip•*•*•*•*•

       It's about halfway through 3rd period and I notice that Four is staring at me. I look over and see him moving his hands trying to get me to understand what he is trying to say.
       He finally gives up and takes out a piece of paper and writes something down.  When the teacher isn't looking, he passes the paper to me and I read it.

       Tris, please let me explain myself. You do not know how much pain I have been through while we've been broken up. Will you meet me in free period and let me explain myself please?
                 ~4

     I look over at him while tears in my eyes. I see him with his hands crossed, begging me to say yes. I finally nod my head while tears start streaming down my face.
      "Miss Prior, is there something wrong? You are crying." The teacher asks me. 
       Now I have all eyes on me and I'm so embarrassed. I am the bad girl that everyone knows and I'm crying. What kinda life is this.
      Just to get the eyes off me I scream "NO! Nothing is wrong with me okay! Just stop looking at me!"
     The teacher says something under her breath and that's when I get flat out mad. I get up out of my desk and storm out of the room.
     First I cry because Four made me.  Second I get embarrassed by the teacher. And third I get so mad I storm out of the room. I feel like I'm bipolar or something.
      I just stay in the bathroom 'til  lunch.  When I get my tray, I throw it in the dumpster and walk out.  Apparently Four saw me and came after me. He grabbed my hand and walked out to the old janitor shed. He pushed me up against it and told me to stay there. I nodded my head reluctantly and listened.
       " Tris, first off I love you with all my heart and I would never hurt you intentionally. Lauren kissed me and I didn't kiss back. If I quote myself, she said if I didn't allow her to kiss me, she would bully you so bad and hurt you 'til you bled. I loved you so much that I didn't want her to hurt you. So I allowed her to kiss me to keep you safe. Apparently, you walked out of the school at the right time because she seen you and kissed me harder. When she saw you look and run away, she stopped and told me that you were worthless and uglier than a dog's fart. That really made me mad and I slapped her so hard, she cried in front of everyone. I wasn't done yet though. I kicked her and punched her so many times, the next day she didn't show up to school because she would of been so ugly, all the glass and mirrors would break. I'm so sorry for putting you through all this, Tris. Will you please forgive me?"
     By the time he finishes, I am in tears bawling so bad. He notices and comforts me by hugging me and telling me it's gonna be okay.
        "Yes," I respond. 
     "What?"
         "Yes."
    "Thank you so much Tris. God I love you to the moon and back.  Wait. I can't say that anymore. You dumped me so we aren't dating anymore."
      "Four, I still love you. You have been so honest with me and all I have been is mean to you. I don't deserve you. You are so nice and I'm just a brat."
       "Well, I don't think that. Tris, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on. You are so brave and gorgeous that I'm the one who doesn't deserve you. If  anything, I want you to be my girlfriend again. So, Tris Prior. Will you accept to becoming my girlfriend again?"
      Before he finishes, I have my lips on his and we are having a full make out session.
       " I'm taking that as a yes."  Four says.
     " My number boy is so smart!"