Chapter 29

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India  (1week later)

August has been in the studio lately and he come home late sometimes , and I have to deal with Jay all by my self some time , it's not like he's just my child and I made him myself . Like right now Jay is crying and I am at home by myself taking care of Jay.

I picked him up and and started to feed him and then I rocked him back to sleep.I walked upstairs with Jay in my hands and walked to my room and laid him on the bed and made sure he wouldn't fall or anything .

3 months passed and still no sign of August..........................................

India you just need to move on"Crystal said patting my back as I cried I was still a little sore from having him , I had to go to the hospital twice because of my back.
Jay is the only reason why I am putting up with this .

"I gotta go"she said kissing my cheek and leaving with Jay to give me a break I locked the door and walked upstairs and went to go take a bath , and then I went to bed.

Later on

I woke up and heard the front door being opened and I saw August. I was full of angry my face was hot and I was hot my whole body was hot he walked up to me and hugged me .I screamed him making him turn the other way he had blood falling from his lip.

"I am tired of your bullshit , how long do you think I am going to put up with it August , you been gone for 3 fucking months , guess what I've been to the hospital 3 fucking times , you think I am going to be around for long , that's not happening , I am tired of everything baby momma drama , the studio , and you "I yelled .

"India" he got cut off "don't fucking but India me I am done with your excuse and I am tired of doing this all by myself I didn't fuck myself , I didn't do it all by myself , its time for you to start acting like a real man "I cried .

"Lyrical wasn't mine"he said "August I am so sorry to hear that but that doesn't still give you an excuse to hurt me even more and say fuck me and Jay and go handle your business and show up 3 months later August , I am in pain you went away for a long time 3 months "I said looking at him with tears falling down my face.

"I am sorry , I wasn't thinking I fucked up I am so sorry I won't do it again and I love you and Jay and you know I didn't want to hurt you I was just thinking about me I wasn't thinking about who you felt and I love you baebay"He said holding me as I cried .

He kissed my forehead and I smiled and turned his way he straddled me on his lap. "look at me "he said I did as he said
"I am going to make this promise to you I will not sleep with any other woman while I am dating you"he said I looked at him shocked . "If you wanna check my phone you can "he said I was shocked ass hell.

"August Anthony Alsina the second don't ever do that to me again" I cried "I love you and stop acting like a cry baby" he said I couldn't stop crying I was deep in thought ."Why are you crying" he asked worried .

"I am afraid of losing you there I said it " I said crying "Wait why , I am not going anywhere baebay"He said looking at me .
"August I thought you were dead"I said as I looked at him. He held me as I cried all night .

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