Friendzone (Jade Thirlwall and Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter Thirty-Four

[Jade]

After two days, I changed my profile picture immediately. Well, me and Ireland been good friends but this 'crush' thing is ruining our friendship. She knows my infatuation towards Styles makes everything go awkward. But I act like I'm over it but I know what she still think. I sighed to our situation and just laid myself on my bed.

"What a year." I muttered.

Honestly, this Christmas and New Year went boring to me. My birthday was pretty great, one of my happiest day of life. But still, I hate what's going on with this crush case with Ireland, Camila and Kendall. It's ruining us. I observed them and I knew it that Camila and Kendall are acting plastics to me but I still stayed true.

I put my earplugs on to avoid the noise I'm hearing outside of the window. Trumpets and fireworks if I say.

"Hey, why don't you join us in the living room?" My mum said, peeking to the door.

"I'm fine here." I smiled
"As you said." She replied and closed the door.

I opened my Facebook account and found Cara online. I clicked her name from the chat list and messaged her.

(A/N: so there would be parts of this chapter would be in dialogue form/text form since they are chatting. I'm sorry if this type of writing bothers you. [what am I talking about my writing is bad] yes, I am that lazy. The italic font would be the paragraphs of narration of this point of view.)

Jade: Hey.

Cara: Oh, hey.

Jade: I messaged him .-.

Cara: OMG what?

Jade: nothing, just a happy new year.

Cara: then what?

Jade: nothing.

Cara: you suck.

Jade: what do you expect me to do?!

Cara: maybe have a topic to have a conversation with him?

Jade: it's December, going January. Our last conversation was in August. Maybe we talk, but not as usual like I talk to everyone in the class because of the awkwardness. Blame Ross and Taylor. -.-

Cara: no, blame yourself! Nothing will lost if you talk to him, right? Awkwardness? Shy? C'mon! Go get your guts and talk to him :>

Jade: lol. He didn't even seen my message

Cara: me and Kendall always chat with him. Go and try :) nothing will happen.

Jade: I'll look pathetic...
Cara: how come?

Jade: he knows right?! It will look like I'm so obsessed with him and I always try my best to ugh!
Cara: see? Blame yourself. Don't put meaning to everything! Just chill.

Jade: <voicemail> [[for the benefit of the readers: but there's just one problem I'm a bit old school when it comes to lovin' I ain't chasing you]]

Cara: sigh.

I like your voice.

connect of the song to the topic?

heeeeeyyyy!!

Jade: oh, sorry. Nothing, just a cover :3

Cara: well, Ireland always chat with Harry y'a know.

Jade: yeah. They seem close.

Cara: and he knows that she has feeling towards him. See? Just act cool and talk to him.