Friendzone (Jade Thirlwall and Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter Thirty-Eight

[Jade]

Walking home after school, I was with Charice and Hayley. We were about to go in one way so we decided to go together.

"Hey, I bought a new phone. What's your number?" I asked Charice.

"Oh, here. Your phone is so small!" She laughed.

"Because the owner is small too," I rolled my eyes.

"Whatever." she responded.

We're friends, no need to talk about what happened. There's no even serious about it at all, except if there's really a history like exes but nothing happened so yeah.

As we got to the bridge, they took their ways while me, was left alone now. It doesn't even bother me anyway being alone, I love being alone. Like, I can think things without distraction. I can walk alone without thinking what to say or think of a topic to keep my friend(s) not bored with me. Also, I'm socially awkward. I'll not talk to you except if you're going to talk to me first, I'm pressured thinking things to talk about. You feel me?

It's been months since I've wrote something in my diary. I don't know, I losed focus in it. But maybe I'm going to write there sooner.

I checked my watch to know what time it is then smiled, in this time, Harry is with his friends, infront of a grocery store walking home. Stalker? No, I'm not. I was there and just knew it, nothing creepy I promise.

I remember last Valentines Day, in Science class our teacher asked how's our day. My classmates told her that I've recieved three gifts. Yeah, but came from just one person. I appreciate it though but I don't like him so yeah. Our teacher was like, 'did you have her?' and he just looked away. And yeah, in our class instead studying, it went to love life, each student in our class. I was not fond of it though.

Also, I bought two chocolates. It was kinda expensive though but anyway, I was planning to give it to Harry and guess what? Yep, I ate it and gave Megan one. Atleast it didn't went for nothing, right?

I'm hungry! But I'm still three blocks away from home. Almost there!

What am I doing in vacation? Read stories all day? Eat? Fangirl? Sleep all day? Be a lifeless girl have nothing to do with life just being a burden, eat, sleep, get fat and be nothing? I don't know.

I remember when it's third quarter exam, I was with Megan. We were looking at the tarpauline of teachers in each department. I saw Harry murmuring to Louis, pointing at me and saying I like him. I'm pissed. Am I that beautiful that you're so proud that I like you? Kidding aside, I hate it. I felt I was like a-- I don't know really. It's just made him look like, 'hey bro, this girl likes me. I'm so cool.' something like that. In my opinion only. I hate it!

At last! I'm home! I took my shoes off and kissed Mum on the cheek and marched upstairs. I threw my bag somewhere and changed my clothes. I tied my hair in ponytail and opened my laptop, I messaged the girls that in the last day of school we should hang-out and they agreed. I messaged our guy friends but they seem busy.

"I just want to enjoy the last day..." I pouted.

(A/N: flashback of some moments that I can't put into a chapter of every scene she mentioned if you're confused of this chapter. -L x)