Sad Song (Dan and Phil)

Dan POV

Jeeze do words hurt.
The screaming ceased as a door slammed. I was afraid to walk downstairs, so I simply choose not too. I turned on guitar hero and clicked the volume level lower.
           Randomly choosing a song, I played along with it. I then heard footsteps coming up the stairs.
         Ahhh! Why?! This is going to be so awkward! Ahhhhh! Should I pretend I'm sleeping?! But that would mean throwing the guitar making a large noise indicating that I'm not sleeping! Should I just do it and say oh it must have fell?! Ahhhhhhhhhh!
          Before I could make my decision, the door knob turned and standing in the doorframe was my dad. A tall, thin man he was. He looked stressed out and tired. Dark circles were under his eyes and his hair was a mess.
          I missed him so much. I was trying so hard not to stand up and just run over to him and hug him, but I couldn't because he left us. He left us with nothing.
          "Dan, I just uh, wanted to let you know, I missed you son. And I'm here to stay now. I left because I was overwhelmed with you." He said.
            We were both awkward. I got it from him.
          "I'm sorry I was born." I whispered.
           "Don't you ever be sorry for that! You weren't a mistake. You were meant to be born. I just didn't realize how much responsibility it was to take on a child." My dad said.
           Tears were forming in his eyes and there were tears forming in mine. But the difference was, my tears were not because of what he was saying.
          I was thinking about how much he's lying to me. I knew why he left. We all did. I'm not stupid but he thinks I am. But I'll play along. I knew he didn't leave until I was 5. 
         Definitely not because I was a new born child and it was so hard to take care of a child.
         I remember what happened when I was five.
         I'll never forget the day I almost died.
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