One Night Stand (girlxgirl)

Chapter 7

Jessica's POV:

Things in my life, more then suck right now. The only good thing I have going for me is Brianna. She still hasn't changed her ways. She still sleeps with who she wants and all, but at least she's showing me the loving side of her. I know she'll never say those three little words to me. The three little words I've been waiting to hear since the day we met.

School wise, it's still absolutely horrible. Amanda's main mission is to make my life a living hell. She's definitely succeeding at that. It's like she's turned the whole school against me. It's never been this bad before. The only one I have on my side is Selena. I just don't get why everyone hates me so much. I can't control what gender I'm attracted to. I can't control the fact that I've fallen in love with a really beautiful amazing girl.

Yup. You heard that right. I love Brianna Steele. The most unobtainable person in the universe. I can't help myself. She's a very hard person not to fall for. Especially when she's sweet and romantic. Like our date, she bought me a rose. She for once didn't want to just have sex with me. It showed me that she actually does have feelings for me, and she just doesn't want me for sex. I already knew that though. Why else would she keep me around if she didn't have feelings for me?

My home life is a total mess too. My mother is always constantly trying to force me to go to church. She's saying how I'm going down the wrong life path and I need Jesus. If she only knew I was a lesbian. I'm pretty sure she'd disown me after that. My parents haven't been getting along so great lately. They've been fighting non-stop. That's just another reason why I don't want to be there. I'm like the black sheep of my family if you know what I mean. I don't belong there. They'd be so much better off without me. They have my perfect little sister after all.

Today I unfortunately have school. I've skipped quite a few classes lately. I just can't be bothered to go. The things that some people of said to me, you don't even want to know. They don't realize I'm a person and I have feelings. Though none of the things compare to what Amanda has said/done to me before. Like that whole trash incident? Really. That was beyond unnecessary. She just wants to see me suffer. One day I will get her back. I don't know how yet, but I will.

I didn't spend last night with Brianna. She decided to take home some blonde to fuck. It's okay though. I'm trying not to get super jealous anymore. After all, I'm the girl that Brianna fucks more then once. Not any of them. They don't matter to her and I know that I do. It's just kind of hard not to get jealous. Lets just say I'm trying my best to work on it.

So my morning starts out like any usual morning. It just gets old after a while. The same boring routine every morning. Unless of course I'm with Brianna. I love going to sleep with her, and waking up to her beautiful face. She's just so amazing. Anyways, back to my morning. After I eat a quick breakfast and shower, I begin getting ready. I put on my hideous uniform, before going to the mirror to do my hair and makeup. I usually do my hair the same every morning. I just brush it a couple of times and leave it down. So that doesn't really take long. Either does my makeup. I don't put on ounces and ounces of makeup like some girls my age do. I just put on enough to brighten my face a little.

After I'm done getting ready, I don't even bother to say goodbye to my parents. They're too busy fighting anyways... Who even knows what stupid bullshit it is this time that caused a fight. It's something new and pointless every time.