One Night Stand (girlxgirl)

Chapter 18

Brianna's POV:

Today was a day that I have been dreading for months; Paige and Michelle's wedding. I have however agreed to be her maid of honor, being her best friend and all I guess I kind of have to. It's my job even though I'm totally opposed to the whole thing and just the idea of marriage in general. I also have generously paid for their honeymoon to Hawaii, that was my wedding gift to them.

I can't believe my best friend has joined the dark side. I will definitely miss her. Married life is no fun. It's almost like when someone gets married, they completely forget about their friends. I won't let her do that though, I don't give a fuck. She's still going to be my club buddy. She's my best friend and that will never change, even if she is doing something that is totally against everything I believe in.

I get up and shower before getting into this ugly ass purple dress that Michelle picked out for all the bridesmaids. I don't understand why Michelle had to stick to the tradition that most weddings have of choosing horrible bridesmaids dresses. Like, come on really? She should have let me pick them out. Although I doubt any of my choices would have been "appropriate".

Of course I still look amazing in the dress. Purple isn't really my color, or even a color I really like. I look good in any color though. I look good in everything and even better in nothing. It's awesome being this sexy. I know I'll be the hottest girl in the room, and Michelle will be a close second. Michelle forced me into helping her choose a dress, despite my protesting. I really wanted nothing to do with it at all, but Michelle is a stubborn person, almost just as stubborn as I am. She's just one of those people in my life that I find hard to say no to a lot of the time.

After my hair and makeup are done, I put my shoes on. It was hard to find shoes to go with this hideous dress, but I found some. Michelle is lucky she's my best friend. Weddings just make me want to throw up. I don't know how so many people do it, I would never be able to. Even if someone had a gun to my head. Marriage is almost like a death sentence to me anyways.

Michelle told me Jessica is going to be attending, which is going to be quite awkward. I haven't seen or talked to her since running into her at Illusion. I feel pathetic for crying in front of her, I just couldn't control myself. Seeing her with that girl Kelsey... It just devastated me as much as I hate to admit it. I'm jealous, which again is something that goes against my values and morals. I could honestly care less though, I'm fucking jealous. Seeing her hands all over Jessica like that, it just... It hurt.

I've never denied the fact that I care about Jessica. I do, very much. More than I ever wanted to. She was supposed to just be another girl I slept with, but she turned into something more. She turned into someone that means the world to me. It's so hard to be without her honestly. It's hard not to beg for her to come back. I don't want to feel like this, it's pathetic. I just want her to be happy. I need for her to be happy, because her happiness means so much to me. She deserves it more then anyone.

Paige and Michelle are actually having a church wedding, which makes the situation even worse. Like them getting married wasn't bad enough already. I just hope I don't burst into flames when I walk into the church. I'm actually surprised they even found a church that will marry gays. I guess people are becoming more and more accepting, which isn't a bad thing. Marriage and churches are just two things I cannot stand, so this should definitely be a fun day.

When I arrive at the church, it's already crowded. Michelle isn't a subtle person, when she does things, she likes to do them big. After I park, I make my way to the bride's room that Michelle is getting ready in.

"Wow, you look hot." I greet Michelle, examining her in her dress. "I told you that one was a good choice."

"Thanks. You look good too Bri." She smiles at me as someone does her hair.