Andrea’s POV
I felt someone shaking me and I woke up. Jake looked at me worried. I hugged him tightly and cried into his chest. “Jake, I want the nightmares to stop.” I said. He rubbed my back. “Everything will be alright.” He said. I ended up not falling back asleep. I missed Dahvie and the way he would comfort me. Jake woke up and helped me with my bag. He drove me to the airport and walked me to my terminal. “See you when you get back?” he asked. “You don’t even have to ask. I will come see you as soon as I get back. You are my best friend. Nothing is going to prevent me from seeing you.” I said. He smiled and hugged me tightly. I waved goodbye and got on my plane. I tried to sleep but it didn’t help at all. All I could picture is my professor trapping me. I put some music on and I seemed to feel more relaxed. We finally landed and I ran off the plane. I looked for Dahvie or my dads and saw no one. I sighed. They knew I was coming. I then saw a huge teddy bear holding roses and a sign that said Andrea Star Monroe. I smiled and went over to it. “Dahvie, where are you?” I said loudly. I felt arms snake around my waist. I turned around and smiled. “Hey baby.” Dahvie said kissing me softly. My smile fell and I started crying. He pulled me close and let me cry. “Baby, it’s okay now. You are here safe with me and I won’t let anything happen to you.” He said. I smiled and kissed his cheek. I picked up my teddy and roses. “To the bus?” I asked. He nodded. I walked onto the bus and saw my dad. I broke down and ran into his arms. “It’s okay baby. Daddy’s here.” Jeffree said. He rubbed my back and I felt someone else hug me. I looked up and saw Autumn I haven’t seen her since I left. I hugged her tightly and cried more. “Careful there.” She said. I looked at her confused. She blushed and placed her hand on her stomach. My jaw dropped. I don’t know why but I was jealous and angry. I was jealous because she was also engaged and angry because now we wouldn’t be able to spend time together and no one will pay attention to help me. I smiled and hugged her. I got up and put my teddy in Dahvie’s bunk and roses in a vase. I kissed Dahvie’s cheek and headed outside. Jeffree and Jayy were all wrapped up in Autumn. I understand she is having a baby and getting married but hello your daughter almost got raped. Oh ya did I forget to mention Autumn basically disowned herself from Jayy and Jeffree after their honeymoon. It wasn’t anything personal she just didn’t want to live with them and be a part of the family. She barely kept in contact with me when I headed to college. I sighed and walked to Starbucks. I got myself a coffee and headed to the closest park. I got a text from Jeffree asking where I went. I texted him back now you care. I started shaking. I was having a panic attack. I couldn’t breathe and I passed out. I woke up hours later and it was dark out. I had multiple missed calls from Dahvie, Jayy, Jeffree and Autumn. I sighed and headed back to the bus. I didn’t want to head onto the bus. I saw Davey and the guys were about to leave. I ran over. “Can I spend the night with you guys?” I asked. “Ya, come one Andrea. We have some catching up to do.” Davey said rubbing my back. I smiled. Frankie texted Dahvie saying I was with them safely. I explained everything to Davey and he let me cry and cuddle up next to him. Dahvie still tried calling me nonstop. I woke up in the morning to the smell of coffee. “I got your favorite.” Davey said passing it to me. I smiled and drank it after thanking him. I had to go back to the BOTDF bus eventually I just don’t know when. I didn’t want to see anyone except Dahvie. He texted me saying he was the only one on the bus. I smiled at Davey and waved goodbye. I walked to the BOTDF bus and Dahvie was standing there waiting. He hugged me tightly and kissed my head. “Don’t ever leave me again. I was so worried.” He said kissing me. I nodded and he took me onto the bus. “Why did you leave?” he asked. “I wanted to be comforted by you and my family but no my fathers ignored me to talk to Autumn about her engagement and having a baby.” I said. He nodded and held my hand. “I understand. They should’ve paid attention to you.” He said. I smiled weakly and kissed him. He pushed my hair out of my face. “I made Jayy, Jeffree and Autumn stay on Jeffree’s bus for the rest of tour. I want you to be happy and comfortable.” He said. “Thank you but I will have to talk to them eventually.” I said. He smiled. “I know but that can happen later. My beautiful lady is here and I have some cheering up to do.” He said. I smiled. He started tickling me and I started laughing. “Dahvie, stop it. I can’t breathe.” I said. He laughed and stopped. I kissed him softly and cuddled up in his arms.
Jeffree’s POV
Jayy and I were talking to Autumn about her exciting news and I looked up at Dahvie and he was pissed. “Hey, where’s Andrea?” Aussie asked. “In Dahvie’s bunk.” I said. “No, she isn’t. She is gone.” He said. “I’m glad someone fucking noticed.” Dahvie said exploding. “What the fuck do you mean?” I asked. “Andrea, your daughter, just came back from college because she almost got raped by her professor and you basically ignore her for Autumn. And Autumn where have you been. You stopped talking to Andrea when high school was basically over.” Dahvie yelled. He was right. Andrea needed us and we were too focused on Autumn. I dialed her number and she didn’t pick up. We all called her multiple times and texted her. She didn’t pick up. I felt like a shit dad. She left a horrible life with a horrible father to just get mistreated again. I started crying but Dahvie was the one whose eyes are all swollen, red and puffy. I just ignored my daughter for a girl who didn’t want to be a part of our family. She didn’t want it to be offensive but it kind of was. Dahvie kicked us off the bus and locked the door. I saw the lights shut off and I heard him start crying again. Jayy ran off in some direction leaving me with Autumn. She tried to comfort me. “Go back to Ashley.” I said. “But Jeffree.” She said. “No, leave. You made me hurt my daughter’s feelings and you probably ruined your friendship.” I said. She nodded and left. Ash would probably be mad but I was so upset and angry. I lied down on the couch and started crying. “Jeffree, honey, she is fine. I was just talking to Dahvie and she is with Davey all safe and sound.” Jayy said. I nodded. “Jeffree you need to calm down. She will forgive us. She loves you and me.” He said. “No, Jayy, we ignored her when she needed us.” I said all frustrated. I punched the wall. My hand started to throb. Jayy got me an ice pack and sat me on his lap. “Jeffree, please calm down. She will forgive us. I don’t even want to think about Autumn right now.” He said. I nodded. He carried me to the bedroom in the back and laid me down. He crawled in next to me and I cuddled up next to him as I cried a little. He kissed my head and I fell asleep feeling guilty.
