Andrea’s POV
I flopped down on the bed and waited for Dahvie to finish his shower. Autumn had to help me with mine since I couldn’t stand very well. I sat there playing with random things till Drew walked by. “Drew wait up.” I yelled. He stopped and help me hobble down the stairs. I grabbed my crutched and we went out back to the patio. I motioned for him to come to my little hideout me and Jayy made. No one knew where it was except me and Jayy. We crawled in and Drew packed his bong. He took a hit and passed it to me. I took a big hit. Jayy came in. He looked at me. I blew the smoke towards him and he sucked it in. “Awww shit.” Drew said. He was already high from earlier of course. I started laughing. “Andrea, you shouldn’t be doing this.” Jayy said. “I don’t care. Everybody does in the house so I am too.” I said laughing. “You are right.” Drew said. I took the bong from him and took two hits. I crawled out into the lawn and laid down looking up at the clouds. “Well howdy doo.” Dahvie said looking down at me. I started laughing uncontrollably. Dahvie looked at me confused. Jayy and Drew snuck behind him and tackled him to the ground. I laughed. “Are you high?” he asked. I nodded. I looked over to the patio door that opened. “Derek!” I yelled. “Andrea!” he yelled back. I hobbled over to him and hugged him tightly. “No fair you already have a head start.” He said. I laughed and kissed his cheek. Dahvie came over. “Ready to get this party started?” Dahvie asked. “Hell yes.” Derek said pulling out blunts, paper, and a dime bag. Jayy went inside and got the beer. We all sat around in a circle. I sat in-between Derek and Dahvie. Just so you guys know Derek is Jeffree’s friend Mod Sun. Well he is now one of my best friends. I smoked through one blunt and one joint in one hour. I felt fucking amazing. Jayy was walking around in a daze not knowing what was going on. I looked over at Dahvie and started kissing him. He kissed me back and we started having a little tongue war. He pulled me onto his lap and kissed me down my neck. Drew and Derek started whistling. “Dahvie not out here.” I breathed. He nodded and picked me up. We walked inside and up to our room. He placed me down on the bed carefully. He turned around and shut the door. He locked it and came back over to me. He pushed his lips to mine gently yet forcefully. I tangled my fingers in his hair and let him kiss me down my neck to my chest. He pulled off my tank top and through it across the room. I pulled his shirt off and kissed his chest. A pain shot through my ankle. I tried to ignore it and just be with Dahvie. He continued to kiss me. He looked up and saw the tears in my eyes. “What’s wrong Andrea?” he asked sounding really concerned. “My ankle really hurts.” I said letting my tears escape my eyes. He sat up and pulled me into his lap rocking me back and forth. “I’ll get your pain meds.” He said. I nodded and slid off his lap. He opened the door and headed downstairs. I sat there whimpering in pain. He came back upstairs with water and the pills. I took two of them and swallowed them. “Better?” he asked. “Ya a little bit.” I said. He shut the door. He sat back down on the bed. “I’m sorry.” I said. “It is okay Andrea. I would rather you not be in pain then us doing something while you’re in pain.” He said. I kissed him and rested my head on his chest. I heard a knock at the door. I grabbed Dahvie’s hoodie from the side of the bed and threw it on. Drew came in with his TruMoo in hand. I laughed a little. This guy was addicted to TruMoo. He looked at us confused and then smirked. “We didn’t.” I said throwing one of my boots at him. “Ow.” He said as it hit him. “Sorry Drew but you got what you deserved.” I said smiling. He flipped me off and I did the same. “We are going to get dinner. You coming with?” he asked. “Sure.” I said. Dahvie jumped up and put on his shirt and fave pair of Osiris shoes. I threw on my purple van. I hate wearing only one shoe. I saw Jayy at the top of the stairs. “Jayybear.” I said. “Wrap your arms around my neck.” He said. I did so and he picked me up bridal style and carried me down the stairs. “Thanks Jayy. Love you.” I said kissing his cheek. “Love you too.” He said ruffling my hair. “NO MY HAIR!” I yelled freaking out. I hobbled quickly to a mirror and fixed my hair. Dahvie came downstairs and we left. We picked up Jeffree from the studio and headed to Chipotle. I got a taco salad. Dahvie got some tacos and everyone else got at least one of everything. I sat down and ate my food. I hadn’t eaten since yesterday morning. I can’t remember why. Oh ya because according to the BOTDF fans I’m a fat piece of shit. Dahvie says I’m beautiful so I don’t starve myself so much. I just want to lose a couple pounds. I don’t want to go crazy with losing weight. I didn’t finish my food and Dahvie seemed to know that something was wrong.
Dahvie’s POV
Andrea has never not finished her food from Chipotle. Everyone else seemed like they weren’t paying attention. “Come on.” I said nudging her. She stood up and we walked towards the door. “Where are you going?” Jeffree asked. “The park down the street. Meet us there when you are done.” I said. He nodded. I put Andrea on my back and carried her to the park. I put her down gently and we walked over to the swings. She sat down and started swinging back and forth slowly. “Andrea, what’s going on?” I asked. “Nothing Dahvie.” She said. “It isn’t nothing. You never not finish your food. What is wrong babe?” I asked holding her hand. “Your fans think I’m fat and a whore.” She said. “Andrea.” I said pulling her face up to look at mine. “You are beautiful. You are not a whore. You are the perfect size. Everytime I hug you I feel like I’m going to break you because you’re so small.” I said. She chuckled. She got up and hobbled over to a tree. She sat down underneath it. I sat down next to her. “Is that all that is bothering you?” I asked. “Ya, that’s it.” She said. I smiled and kissed her forehead. She smiled and kissed me. She reached down to my crotch and rubbed it. “I love you.” She said kissing me. She looked around and saw no one. She wasn’t. We are in public. She undid my belt and pants pulling them down along with my boxers. She leaned over and licked my head. She started stroking my shaft. “Oh Andrea.” I said. She pushed down and took all of me in her mouth moving up and down licking me. I moaned loudly. She came up and kissed me. “I’m not wearing anything under my skirt.” She said winking. I stood up and pulled up my pants and pulled her into the men’s changing room at the nearby pool. She smiled and locked the door. I sat down and she came back over. She pulled me back out and sucked on me. “Andrea, you are amazing babe.” I said moaning. “Do you have something?” she asked. I nodded and pulled out my wallet and took out the condom. She took the package and ripped it open. She put the condom in her mouth and rolled it down over me. I lifted her up and entered her slowly. She laid back on the bench. I started off slowly and got faster. “Oh Dahvie.” She moaned. I lifted her up and put her back to the lockers. I went faster and deeper. I felt her tighten around me. She screamed my name loudly as I moaned in pleasure. I felt myself twitch and I came. She came too. I helped her ride hers out. I pulled out and threw out the condom. I pulled up my pants and Andrea fixed herself in the mirror. She reached into her bag and dug through it looking for something. “Whatcha looking for?” I asked kissing her neck. “These.” She said holding black leggings. She pulled them on under her skirt and we left the changing room. We walked back over to the swings and waited for everyone else to get her. Andrea sat in my lap and rested her head in the crook of my neck. “I really do love you Andrea. You are the only girl I can see myself growing old with and chasing our grandkids around the front yard.” I said. She smiled. “I would love to do that with you one day Dahvie.” She said smiling. I kissed her forehead and we sat there in silence staring up at the dark night sky shining with stars.
