Autumn’s POV
I sighed as I pulled on my black dress. I tied up my hair into a bun and looked in the mirror. Today is Andrea’s funeral. Dahvie put the thing together fairly quickly. I really didn’t want to be putting another best friend to rest today. Andrea’s mother went psycho when she found out and claimed that Aiden was not safe in Jeffree and Jayy’s care, which the police quickly dismissed. I picked up Tyler and headed downstairs to find Ashley with the guys. Andy was holding Lily since he and Juliet are watching her for most of the day along with Aiden. “Guys, I seriously have this feeling that she isn’t dead. I swear to god, she is alive.” I said. Ashley rubbed my back. “Honey, she is gone. I’m deeply sorry but you really need to accept it.” He said kissing my temple. I sighed and nodded. She can’t be dead. I feel it in my bones that she is alive. We all got into the car and headed off to the cemetery. The priest did his thing and Dahvie stood up. “Hi everyone, I wasn’t expecting to this for a couple more decades. Hell I was expecting to die before Andrea. We were only married for one year, one beautiful, blissful year. She is my soul mate; I know I will never find someone like her ever again. She was a great mother. When she told me she was pregnant with our lovely daughter, Lillian, I was over the moon excited. I just wish Andrea were here to watch Lily grow up. She was lucky enough to see her first birthday. I am so sadden to say she died from complications of a car crash we got into over a month ago. I know Andrea wouldn’t want us to be sad now. She would want us to be happy and enjoy the lives we have. She was always a happy go lucky person. We were all grateful to have met her. I can’t wait to see her again in another life. I love you so much baby. I will see you in a couple decades.” Dahvie said crying. “My son in law would like us to play a short video in memory of Andrea.” Jayy said. He played videos of their years they spent with Andrea. The last video was from their last night on their last tour. Dahvie was singing Always and Forever. Andrea was smiling and dancing on side stage until Jeffree pushed her out on stage to sing with. “You’re stuck with me.” Dahvie said to her. “There’s no one else I’d rather be stuck with.” Andrea said back as they kissed and the crowd cheered. Everyone went on doing his or her speeches and I could not muster up the courage to get up to say my speech. The service ended and everyone went to his or her cars. Dahvie and Lily headed home with Jeffree and Jayy. “You ready to go baby?” Ashley asked. “Would you mind if I stayed a while longer?” I asked. “I will meet you at home.” He said kissing my head. I kissed him and Tyler goodbye. She can’t be gone. I have a feeling she is still there alive. I got in my car and drove off to my work. I unlocked the door since it was Sunday no one was in the office. I work as a dental assistant. I grabbed an oxygen tank and a mask with tubing. I put it in my car and drove back to the cemetery. I got out of my car and lugged the tank to Andrea’s coffin. I touched her forehead. She is still warm to the touch. I placed the tank next to her and the mask in her hand. “I know you are alive and in there, Andrea. Just turn the nozzle and place the mask over your face. Just please wake up. I love you.” I said kissing her forehead. I shut the coffin and walked over to where the men are having their smoke break not paying attention to what I just did. “My sister is ready now.” I said. They nodded and went to do their job. I rested a rose on her tombstone and headed home. I walked inside and found Ashley sitting on the stairs crying while trying to get a bottle of jack open. I started crying too. I pushed the bottle away and we just held each other crying. “Tyler is taking a nap.” Ashley said kissing up my neck. I moaned. “We shouldn’t.” I said. He didn’t stop. Sorry Andrea but I feel as if I need this. He carried me up to the bed and threw me down on it. I smirked and then he ripped off our clothes. Next thing I knew we were cuddled up under the covers naked and covered in sweat. He kissed my forehead and I nuzzled my face into his chest. “If we have another kid I want her name to be Andrea.” Ashley said. I still hadn’t told him, I guess it slipped my mind with what’s going on. “Ash, I wasn’t feeling well a couple months ago and I guess it slipped my mind with the car crash, Lily’s party and today but I am pregnant with a baby girl.” I said. He smiled and kissed me passionately. “I am so happy.” He said. He kissed my stomach. “I can’t wait to meet you my little Andrea. You are named after you amazing aunt who we sadly lost.” He said. I smiled and he held me close. We ended up falling asleep and we were woken up an hour or two later by Tyler crying. We got up and took care of him. All of a sudden my phone went off. “Hey Dahvie, what’s up?” I asked. The next thing he said caused me to drop my phone. I was shocked. I threw on clothes and took off leaving Ashley with Tyler confused. I drove back to the house. “Put clothes on and hurry.” I said taking Tyler. I placed Tyler in his car seat and Ashley got in then I took off again for Dahvie.
Dahvie’s POV
I lied in bed crying as Lily lay on my chest. I just buried my best friend, my wife, and the mother of my child today. I really don’t know how I am going to continue living but I will for my little Lillian. I got up and headed downstairs. “Let’s get you lunch baby.” I said kissing her head. I placed her in her highchair and began lunch. I made her a peanut butter sandwich and cut it into small bite size pieces for her. I cut up some bananas and put it on a plate. I gave her the plate and put some milk in a sippy cup for her. I made myself a sandwich and we sat there eating together. She finished eating and I cleaned her up. “Time for your tubby and nap.” I said. She smiled and clapped her hands. I headed upstairs and started up the water. We went into Lily’s room and grabbed some of her clothes and a diaper. We headed back into the bathroom and I turned off the water. I placed her towel on my shoulder and undressed her. I placed her in the water and she began to giggle and splash around. I washed her hair carefully, trying not to get shampoo in her eyes. She smiled up at me. “Wove ewe dada.” She said. I smiled and kissed her forehead. “I love you too baby.” I said. I washed her hair out and washed her body. “Do you want to play or get out?” I asked. “Pway.” She said. I smiled and watched her splash around in the water with her toys once I gave them to her. She soon started to shiver and reached for me. I grabbed her towel and picked her up. I wrapped her up in the towel and drained the tub. I carried her into my room where I left her comfy clothes and diaper. “Do you want to nap with daddy?” I asked as I got her dressed. “Momma.” She said. My smile faltered. “Mommy isn’t here, sweetheart. Can you nap with daddy?” I asked. She nodded and I started to cry as I picked her up. She wiped away my tears. “No cry.” She said. I smiled and kissed her forehead. I climbed into bed and placed her on my chest. She automatically cuddled into my chest. I covered us with a blanket and I rested my hands on top of her protecting her. I slowly drifted off to sleep. I had dreams full of Andrea. “Dahvie!” she screamed running over to me. I caught her in my arms and kissed her. “I’ve missed you so much.” I said moving her hair out of her face. “I’ve missed you too. Where’s my baby?” she asked. “Lilypad, come here.” I said. A toddler who looked like Lily came running over. She seemed about five. “MOMMY!” she screamed. She hugged Andrea’s legs. “Mommy’s little girl is getting so big now.” She said kissing Lily’s head. “She’s been a handful too.” I said ruffling Lily’s hair. “Mommy, I’ve missed you so much. I miss you singing me to sleep.” She said. “I’ve missed you too, sweetie. Lily, I am still here. I’m not gone. I would never leave you and daddy.” Andrea said. She then looked up at me. “I’m not gone yet, Dahvie. I’m still here baby. I love you and I promised I would never leave you.” She said kissing me. She hugged us both tightly and she disappeared. I woke up terrified and Lily crying. I cradled her and calmed her down. “Did you see mommy?” I asked her hoping she would understand. She nodded yes. Oh god, she could still be alive. I went downstairs and found Jeffree and Jayy. “She is alive. Lily and I dreamed of her. She told me that she is still here.” I said freaking out. “Dahvie, calm down. You were there in the room. She is gone. She isn’t coming back.” Jayy said as he looked at his best friend tattoo they got together. “Dahvie, I know you’re depressed over loosing her but please for Lily, you need to move on.” Jeffree said. I sighed and nodded. I was playing with Lily and Tattoo when my phone rang. I answered it. “Is this Mr. Torres?” the man asked. “Yes it is. May I ask who is calling?” I said. “Well I work at the cemetery your wife is buried at and we have problem with her gravesite. We need you to get down here now.” The man said. I hung up the phone and grabbed Lily. I ran to the car and placed her in her car seat. I called Autumn and told her to meet me at the cemetery and that it was about Andrea. I got to the cemetery the same time as Autumn. We ran over to Andrea’s plot and what we saw caused us to be shocked. I started to waver and Ashley took Lily. I then passed out at the sight I saw. I just couldn’t believe my eyes.
Well that is it. This is the end. I will have the sequel up in the new year. I hope you have a wonderful holiday season. And please someone make me a cover for the sequel. I decided to called it Always and Forever and don't forget if you make a cover have the title on it and my name Adrenaline Angel.
