GALAXY

Chapter 2

Tears were running down my cheeks the next day. I couldn't hold this. It was hurting too much inside. People all around me didn't notice me all day. They just pushed me away like I was nothing. It was all breaking me down. When I arrived home earlier I runned to my room without mercy. I just jumped on my bed and cried in my pillow. My voice wanted to scream. Hand wanted to hold the knife, cutting in my skin. But I couldn't find it. My knife, where was it? I felt down, didn't want anything but hurting my body. To feel another pain than I felt on the inside. I squeezed the blanket with fists while staring at the ceiling. The song 'Painkiller' by 'Three Days Grace' was playing through my headphone. I felt understood by the song, 'cause I was needing a painkiller... I looked around in my room, hoping for the strange black cloud to appear. But it didn't. It was making me very sad. Tears runned down out of my eyes like waterfalls. I heard the clock. Midnight. My throat was hurting 'cause it was dry and my head was a bit spinning. There was pressure on my chest and I turned around, lying on my stomach. I could hear meself getting weaker. And than was the moment, I felt something rubbing my back. Fear took me over and I turned around in shock. A second of relief I found when I saw the shadow. It changed a bit. It was still a black cloud but it was having arms and hands. In one of it's hands it was holding my knife. I looked at it with big eyes. The other hand of the thing was resting on my leg. It rubbed it softly. A little smile came on my face when I pulled my mouth corners up. I sat up, leaning against my pillow. "The teachers were breaking me down again", I softly said. "Everyone pushed me away the whole day. Nobody likes me, they all hate me..." My voice went down as I looked at the shadow. It flew in front of me and reached out it's arms. It came closer and took me in the arms. I was surprised, but hugged it back. "Except you", I said smilling. "Everyone hates me, except you."