GALAXY

Chapter 7

The shadow was staring to my wrists. It's cold and left. It's eyes seemed to be worried. "What the hell are you looking at?", I asked it. "Stop staring at me. There's nothing to see." Finally it took it's eyes away from me. I sighed. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I don't know what's going on with me these days." The shadow came to me and sat down to me. I sat in a small ball, hugging my knees. "It's okay to be lost. Don't be scared. Go and face the outside world. Go for the confrontation." The voice sang on a sad sound. It made me feel bad. Knowing I wasn't able to hold back, to have a control of meself. "Don't feel bad, don't you cry." The black cloud flew through my room. "What are you searching?", I asked carefully. The shadow didn't seem to notice me. It kept flying around. Afther a while it came back with my scissors in it's hand. He held it together with my knife in it's hand. "You found it?" My eyes widend and I stood up. I sighed softly and looked around. I collected every single thing that I could use as a weapon. I walked back to the cloud and lied it in front of it's sight. "Here", I said. "Take it." The cloud looked at me and I smilled small. "I want you to have these." The hands of the shadow took all of my weapons away from me and stared in my eyes. "I am getting crazy, isn't it?" My voice questioned softly while my hand went trough my hair. "Sorry for that." I got silent. The shadow got up and flew towards my closet. It started removing it. "Hey, what are you doing?!" It didn't listen to me. It kept pushing against the closet and made a distance between the wall and the closet. The words 'kill me' written in blood were visible now. I looked down and the shadow looked at me with big shocked eyes. "Don't hate me for who I am", I whispered softly. I felt a could breath. The shadow held me closely in it's arms and rubbed my back softly. "I won't let you go", the voice spook. "I won't let you die." The shadow took me closely, tightly and lulled me softly in it's sweet arms. "I'll try to survive", I said shaking. "For you guys."