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Chapter 19: Fixing Our Marriage

Dr. Bellrow is played by Tasha Smith

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One month later

June 10th - Friday

Maria's Pov

Fuck my life, my life is fucked up and so is my marriage, we haven't made love, fucked, slept in the same room, or even went out on dates since that day.

Yeah we both gonna' be there for Mia, she knows mommy and daddy love her and still inside the same house but she knows mommy isn't happy, not like she used to be, and daddy focusing on his family and basketball but she can tell he's depressed.

Until me and my husband are back on good terms, Mia sleeps with me every night but being horny 24/7 got a bitch sexually frustrated, I'm sick and tired of masterbating, I haven't been this sexually frustrated since high school, this is torture, it's already bad egnough me and my husband sleep in separate bedrooms, whose gonna' profill my needs when I'm in dat' mood.

Moving forward, now me and my husband sitting in front of a marriage counselor tryna' fix this, all this drama stressing me out, I'm six months pregnant now, I only got three more months left, I'm ready to pack my bags and walk out, maybe get a hotel but I love Tremaine and our daughter so that's not a option, this is option two.

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"Obviously Maria your still hurting." Dr. Bellrow said.

"The shit hurts, first you don't remember what happened that night, you broke a vow and it's not a big deal, what the fuck Tremaine, that's like saying our marriage isn't a big deal." Maria said turning towards him and her lip quivered as tears fell from her eyes.

"Baby I didn't mean it like that, you just pissed me off that day, look I said I was sorry, I haven't cheated since then, I'm working my ass off to earn your trust back but you know I love you that's why I'm still here." Tremaine said.

"Ok you two calm it down, let's not argue, today were supposed to be working on building but Tremaine you need to really show your wife how sorry you are let her believe you when you say it's not gonna' happen again and eventually you too will be happy again but Maria you need to stop holding most of everything in, let your husband know how you feel so y'all can build, communication is everything." Dr. Bellrow said.

"I want the truth, I can't forgive until I know, Tremaine Amir Nelson did you or did you not sleep with whoever that bitch was." Maria said.

"I don't remember, I was high and drunk as hell, I woke up that morning my mind went blank and I had a bad headache, I didn't remember shit from that night, all I kept thinkin' about was gettin' home to you." Tremaine said.

"Try to remember something, tell me something, anything, I can take it, I just want the truth." Maria said.

Tremaine closed his eyes and visualized that night he didn't remember much but it took him a minute, something came back to him

"Ok you want the truth here's what happened, me Jeremiah and Khaleel were chilling at the strip club I turned my phone off, I didn't even know what time it was, this stripper icing came up to me started givin' me a lap dance, she took me in the back room nothing happened on my life nothin' happened, I was smokin' weed and drinkin' at the same time, eventually she got tired of dancin' and started doing it with me so we sat in there for a minute just chillin', laughin', gettin' high and drunk my mind was out the window, she asked me to come back to her place with her, at first I said no but then I remembered I didn't drive myself so I gave in." Tremaine said he was gonna' continue until Maria cut him off crying slapping the shit outta' him.

"I can't believe you would do that to me, you could've called me easily, I would've came and picked you up, brought you home and took care of you BUT NO YOU DECIDED TO BE A IDIOT, I DON'T WANNA' HEAR ANYMORE, FUCK YOU." Maria yelled getting up with her purse walking out.

Tremaine got up closed the doors when she just opened them grabbing her arms not gripping that tight

"Get the fuck off me Tremaine." Maria said.

"Naw' fuck dat', you done runnin' away from me, you gon' hear what the fuck I gotta' say, sit yo' ass down." Tremaine said.

Maria eventually sat back down on the couch and Tremaine sat down next to her

"As I was sayin', we was doin' the same thing up in her place until she made a move on me so I got up and left I went back but I don't remember what happened after that, baby I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you, if I could do anythin' to take the pain away make you happy again, blushing everyday then I would, just tell me what I gotta' do to make you forgive me." Tremaine said.

"Maria I know it hurts but anyone can have a little slip, what matters is it not happenin' again." Dr. Bellrow said.

"I love you, I always loved you, I never stopped lovin' you, yes you been workin' hard to earn my trust back, if I wanted a divorce I would've been asked you for one but it would hurt me more to loose you so we gon' try this again but if you ever cheat on me again there is no coming back from it, I'm not gonna' forgive you next time." Maria said.

Tremaine embraced his wife kissing her neck and her sweet lips he hadn't kissed those places in a month, he missed em' that's for damn sure

"I love you baby, I'm sorry, I promise you ain't gotta worry bout me cheating again." Tremaine said.

"Let your actions do the talkin' and I love you too don't do that to me again Tremaine, please, my heart can't take it." Maria said.

"We got some serious makin' up to do." Tremaine said.

"Yeah I know you better not hold back either." Maria said.

"Looks like our session is over for today but either one of you can come back any time, I'm not just a marriage counselor, I counsel a lot of things, you too please stay happy the people of Georgia the basketball fans are just getting to know y'all, I can't imagine how much cayose it will cause' if y'all ever divorce so please don't let them down, they wanna' see y'all happy and soar, marriage is never ever easy but it's the vows that matter, don't let us down Mr. And Mrs. Nelson, now get out my office, go home and make love, and Tremaine do what you do best, take care of your wife and family, remember they come before basketball." Dr. Bellrow said.

"I got this." Tremaine said.

"Me too." Maria said still in his arms.

"Good y'all better." Dr. Bellrow said.

Sorry it was short