~Six Feet Under The Stars~ Alex Gaskarth

Pink is the new Black

Hope you like it! Xx

I marched up the stairs drying any forming tears. I hope things would be okay between Alex and I. "Well I'm going out to buy you your new hair dye!" "Well I have bleach upstairs." Jack looked at me weirdly, "You have to bleach your hair before you put product in it." I said laughing at his face, Zack and Rian put their shoes on, "You coming Alex?" Alex sat on the bar stool, "No I don't feel good." He mumbled, "Feel better, we'll be back soon." Jack said running out, I opened my mouth to say something as the door closed, Alex stared at me, "...Yeah." I said walking upstairs going to get the bleach mixed and applied. I let tears pour, all I could ask myself was 'Why? Why would I be this upset about this? I just met Alex today. He was a part of me now but all we could ever be was friends. I should be tearing my flesh off for ever thinking I could be with someone that I've known for just a day. A DAY! And why am I over Chase so quickly?!' I grunted angrily mixing the bleach faster. Hot tears of anger poured out as I stared at the blade staring at me in the cabinet, its been ages since I cut myself, ages, the last time I cut myself was when I was 11 and Zack found me and got angry, I was an awkward little teenager a little scene girl. I kept my bows and everything, this whole façade wasn't me, this whole girly girl Louis Vuitton, Chanel shit. Fuck it, I wanted to fit, I didn't want to be made fun of anymore so I become cookie cutter girly girl. TIRED OF IT! I stared at the small sliver of a blade and held it in my hand. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and quickly put the blade down and shut the cabinet and went back to mixing the bleach, wiping some more tears .

~Alex's P.o.V~

I sat on the stool and banged my head against the countertop. "I should go say something." I mumbled to myself, I got a text message.

ZackMerkyMerk- Donna looked exxxxxtremely upset, can you go and check on her. Don't let her do something stupid? What is that supposed to mean?

I furred my eyebrows, something stupid, "Well now I have to go check on her." I said to myself putting my phone back into my pocket, I marched up the stairs, I peaked into the bathroom, "Donna?" I asked, she turned around slowly, "Yeah?" "Your brother just wanted me to come up to make sure you were okay and you weren't going to 'do something stupid.'" I said using air quotes, she cracked a smile but it was wiped off her face quick, "He worries to much." She mumbled turning back around, I looked at her through the mirror, her face was shimmering in streams, I walked in more and put my hand on her shoulder, turning her face toward me, "Are you crying?" I asked wiping her tears away, "Maybe." She said scrunching up her nose, "Why are you crying?" she gave me a sceptical look, "Okay maybe I do know why but don't worry, it'll get better... we'll just be friends I guess." I said rubbing her back lightly, "That's not good enough." All girls say that, not like I would tell her. "I know... but I don't want to mess up our friendship that's just blooming and Zack would murder me if I even thought of you like that. He seems super protective." She ignored my protective comment, "I didn't even know you knew Zack, he goes to a different fucking school. What the fuck!" She cursed applying more bleach, "Calm down, it's okay." "AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE! I didn't know I could get over Chase this quickly." "Well he's not your type." I said sitting down on the toilet bowl and she tied her hair up from the bleach. "And you know m type?" She asked coldly cleaning up, "Yeah I do if you like me you obviously like scrawny guys that play guitar and dye their hair!" I said, she smiled slightly, "Well maybe your right but... I guess we could be friends, wouldn't hurt having you around." She said sitting on my lap, I smiled, "As hard as its going to be, I'll get over you, you'll become my little sister and I'll defend you through thick and thin." I said frowning a little at my words, little sister?! No... goddamn my mind. "Have you ever met someone where you just see them and know." She asked getting up and staring at herself in the mirror. "Know?" "Yeah, y'know like just know what you want and if you can't get it, it throws you off?" "No...cause I'm not spoiled." I said nudging her ribs, she started walking to her room and I followed her, I entered her room and my jaw just completely dropped, Blink-182 everywhere, new found glory, all the bands that I like. Perfect girl for me, undeniably beautiful, off limits, I whined mentally