Forbidden Love.

Forbidden Love. 

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So my exams are officially over and i will be editing this story and adding a few extra chapters before i post my new book which is a supernatural story , thank you guys who have been with me since last summer for being patient and to my new readers thank you for choosing my book. 

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Normal teenagers had someone who took a small amount if interest in them right? Or at least someone to make sure they went to school or made sure they were still breathing once a day.

Ha.

Not me, everyday I had to go scrape up the pathetic body mass I called a mother. I practically took care of myself at just sixteen when she was out prostituting or as she said being a 'private escort'.  

Plain and straight she was a slut and everyone knew. Its not like I'm not used to it by now the names , the pity looks , going to school and working.

This isn't a sob story , it's about overcoming one. 

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There it was , the sound I knew all too well , my mother blowing her brains out after her night of activities. she does the same thing over and over again and im the one who has to take care of her even though she treats me like shit.  I've been on my own for as long as I could remember , i just lived with her because i couldn't afford to go to school and pay rent so im saving to get the hell out here after graduation, my father left us when I was three and my mother quit her job a few years back to start prostituting, i guess the stress from my dad leaving and her being a struggling single mother got to her and even though i should hate her for giving up so easily i cant bring myself to because she's all i have but my patience is wearing thin with her.

She didn't make my school life any easier because of her lifestyle, I had no friends and I never had a boyfriend , it was always just me.

"Ari , come help me please"

Ugh. Always 'ari do this' or 'ari do that'

"Why do you keep doing this to yourself and I have to clean up your mess afterwards"

"I'm ..... S..."

And there it was puke all over my new vans.  

Ugh. Seriously the toilet was a foot away.

After I completed a routine I knew all too well, bathing her, getting her dressed, feeding her and getting her into bed I was on my way to school. Oh how I dreaded school , everybody grouped together hanging on for dear life , it made me sick. 

"Jensen"

"Ms. Jensen"

"Aria Alexandria Jensen!"

"Huh .. What"

"Ms. Jensen I'm sorry if we are boring you but I would appreciate if Would at least answer during roll call."

"I'm sorry sir , it won't happen again."

"It had better not"

Great. Sleeping in class again , it's been happening for a while now but I have no other choice but to keep working the late shift at the diner I need the money to support myself since the only money I get from my mother is enough to pay the bills, and when i say get i mean when i sneak it out of her purse when shes too drunk or high to function.

"Your summary on last nights reading ms. Jensen"

Shit.

"Sir , I haven't done it ... "

I couldn't even look him in the eyes Mr. Daley was my favorite teacher.

"Ms. Jensen we need to have a word after class"

20 more minutes till I have another teacher tell me how much I've changed and slacked of in my work.

"OK class , complete you assignment see you next week , ms. Jensen come up here"

"Yes sir"

"Ms. Jensen what has happened with you , you compl...."

"Sir , save it . I'm trying my best here and the last thing i need right now is a lecture, i will have the assignment to you tomorrow sorry for it being late."

And with that I ran out the class , not even looking where I was going ommmph ..

"Ouch what the fu...."

Before I could finish I looked up an saw the most beautiful eyes ever ...

"In a rush are we" his voice was so rough but soothing ..

And with that he picked up his books and left. He looked so different from the guys around here his tight jeans, black boots, white v-neck and black leather jacket. I've never paid guys any attention before but .......

"Don't go dreaming about him now"

I knew that voice all too well , I looked up to see Hannah and her clique rudely interrupting my thoughts. Does every school really have a set of popular wanna be barbie girls i mean its absolutely ridiculous how they think they need to stomp over everyone to get what they want.

"Get out of my way Hannah" I said through gritted teeth.

"Don't get all pissy at me , I'm just trying to protect you I mean if you were to take him home your mom would just pounce on him like the slut she is"

With that they walked of barking with laughter leaving me embarrassed in the hall way.

This was my life. Never have I yet kissed a boy but people just assumed that I was a slut like my mother , I had no friends well I had one, Elena and we were pretty close until we walked in on her dad with my mom and that pretty much ruined her family we still talk but she wont get close to me unless I'm willing to walk away from my mother. Something i was very close to doing.