❤BESTFRIENDS ❤

CHAPTER 7

I woke up and he wasn't there.Just a small piece of paper nicely folded on top of his pillow.
Thanks,I hope I didn't make u uncomfortable.
Was he talking about the date or the thing he said at night?Ugh,boys are so confusing.Anyways,he didn't answer any of my calls or texts all day.Did I do something bad?
Finally around six-thirty I got a text message,hoping it was Derek I quickly opened it,my dreams got quickly crushed when I saw the text was from Mellissa,my friend.
Mellissa:
There's a party at Julians tonight u should totally come.
I was about to deny the invitation when I remembered that Derek lives two houses away from Julian.Maybe he was going to the party,I need to set things strait,does he like me or not?Is he going to take me seriously or going to brake my heart like he did to all those girls.I hate to admit it but yeah,my bestfriend is a player.Take it back,he's the BIGGEST player in the whole school. I shook my head in disaprovement,just thinking he was playing with my haert already put tears in my eyes. I grabbed my phone again and texted Mellissa:
Alice Da Queen:
Pick me up at seven.
With that I stood up from my bed and headed towards the shower.When I was done I decided to go for a rocker girl look,I always whent for that,considering my favorite band was fall out boy.I grabbed my beat speakers from my small coffee table in the middle of my room,I connected my Bluetooth and in a matter of seconds "immortals" was playing full blast.Now that's what I call a motivating song.
I decited to wear my white ragged short-shorts,black and white cropped t-shirt,some black high heels,black bienie and to finish off I put a layer of eyeliner and mascara,a dark maroonish lip stick and i little blush.I checked the time.six-fifty five,Mellissa will arrive any minute now.
At exactly seven I heard my doorbell,this girl was eager to go to the party.I whent downstairs and opened the door.
"Wow,you look fabulous"I heard her say.
"Yeah,yeah.Let's go."I said as I headed towards her car,she followed behind and got in her car.
In a few minutes we were there,I could see drunk people everywhere,a major Deja-vu from Mario's party,except of course Derek wasn't with me.I headed towards the front door and turned the doorknob.
I walked inside the house,It was trashed,there was literally teach all over the floor. I took my eyes from the floor and looked around the room,looking for Derek.Well he wasn't is the living room,the restroom,or the backyard.I'm starting to think he isn't here,sudently something caught my eye,it was a guy with a neon yellow shirt.Only Derek will wear neon stuff,it actually looked good on him.He was making out with Sarah,the school's major slut.
I could feel tears already forming in my eyes. I couldn't just stand there,I walked up to Derek and moved her out the way.
"NOW YOU ARE GOING TO STAY OUT OF MY LIFE YOU JERK!"I said as I slapped him so hard it mad Emmy hand burn.But who cares anyways?My bestfriend who i thought had feelings for me was just making out with some other girl.
I stormed out of the house.I was not going to wait for Mellissa and ruin her party experience.Soo walking home it is,it was almost a ten minute walk but I needed time to think.I was walking down the street and i felt a hand touch mine,I turned around to face Derek.
"Look I....I.."He started.
"Save it.Derek."I hissed at him,slapping his hand away from mine.I started to walk away,heading towards home,I was only a few blocks away.I could feel Derek's eyes on me as I walked away from him just like he walked away from our friendship.Soon I was already unlocking my door I couldn't hold it any longer. I got home and ran up my room,slammed the door behind me and cried all over my pillow.He was the only person that got me.He was the one who always made me happy.Look at me now,I'm heartbroken, I feel abandoned.I feel like I was only made in this world to suffer....
I mean my parents don't even think about me,I'm pretty sure they don't care if I'm either dead or alive.That's why I used to cut myself,I felt like pain was the only thing i could have in this world.Until Derek found out,he was my sun he saved me from my darkness inside me.He was my savior,until now.....