Apdopted by the Hemmings

Missing her

---Calum's POV---

I am really starting to miss Jocelyn. She is so beautiful. Her lips are so smooth, her eyes sparkle, her hair falls perfectly. She is just so beautiful. She is so smart, pretty, loving, caring, genorus. I know she cheated on me but I still love her. I can't stop loving her. She's to, perfect to let go of.

Jocelyn was the best thing that had ever happened to me, besides her cheating on me. She was always there for me and I was always there for her. I loved her, I'm not sure that she really loved me. She cheated on me. I can't believe she did that. I just. Cant. Believe it.

   When I found out that she cheated on me I couldn't believe it. She seemed so happy with me. She was clingy, which I kinda enjoyed now that I think about it, but she was the sweetest thing and I never knew that she was capable of something like that. She was sways happy, always giggling and smiling, but when she started "studying" with that Christian guy, she seemed happier and seemed more joyful.

    Christian is sooo lucky I haven't kicked his ass yet. So so so lucky he is. But one day I will win my girl back. I know I will. And when that day comes, I will propose to her on the spot! I don't care that she cheated on me anymore. I don't care that she thinks Christian is better that me, I don't care that she loves him more than me. I'm the best thing that could have happened to her but she threw me away.