Apdopted by the Hemmings

That Night

---Jocelyn's POV---

    That night was probably about to change my life. I wasn't ready. I want it to be with the perfect person. When we are married. I'm not a slutty-ass hoebag who fucks guys for a living. I know I should have let him be the one but I couldn't. I love him, he's my everything. He's all I have. I couldn't let that night ruin our relationship. And we didn't have any form of protection! No condoms = no me. No BC = no me. I'm not gonna get pregnant, tell him, him dump me, tell Calum and his parents and ALL THE OTHERS about it. I couldn't. I can't. I won't.

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"Babe, it's fine. I know how you feel." He tells me. I stare deep into his pretty brown eyes. I bite my lip and close my eyes. I open them and look back up at him. I put my hands on his head and caress his hair. "Babe-" he tries to say something but I cut home off.

"Fuck." I whispered to myself, hoping he wouldn't hear me. I look down and then back up at him again. I jump into his arms and kiss him. I climb all over him like a monkey until I'm on his shoulders, ducking down so I don't hit my head on the ceiling. I look down and he looks up. He pushes his head up as a gesture to kiss his juicy lips. I grab his face and kiss him. I hop down and he carries me upstairs to his bedroom (WARNING: IT'S ABOUT TO GET SEXUAL! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!)
He throws me on the bed and slides my panties down and takes his boxers off. He then starts to kiss me from my neck down to my stomach. He slides it in. After what seemed like 15 minutes he stops. I try catching my breath and he lays down next to me. She turns on his side and holds his head up with his hand.

"That was-" he says with hesitation.

"Not what I expected. But in a good way." I say to him. I let out a small giggle and turn and face him. I put my hand on his abs and slide my hand up to his neck. I look at the bed and he tilts my head up.

"Why do you always look down? You don't have to be shy around me babe." He says to me quietly.

"Sorry. Habit hehe." I say back. We get dressed and head downstairs. I'm in my booty shorts and a bat man tank top (my pajamas). My hair is up in a messy bun and I'm not wearing any makeup. He likes messy buns, my batman pjs, and when I don't wear makeup. I know he does.
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    I can't tell him. He'll leave me.