Poems By SimplyUniquelyME

Now That We're Through

I'd date somebody else,

But I just can't bring myself to.

Because I know what I felt.

And I know, I'm not yet over you.

Maybe being with some other boy,

Would make me forget about us.

maybe he could bring me joy,

But, could he build back up the trust?

I know it's my fault too,

But you're still the reason.

That i feel the way I do.

I'm taking this beating,

And it's all because of you.

You can ignore me,

And even if I feel you do,

I know you don't hate me.

You just want to be through.

I don't want you back.

But I want to be able to talk with you.

But you can't handle that,

Not now that we're through.

I understand that you are trying to get life back together.

And that with me there,

It's harder to do.

But why couldn't you just believe the words I said were true?

I hate feeling this way,

Like you could care less,

If I died today.

You're doing your best,

To avoid me.

Maybe you are just like the rest.

I'm dying here, why can't you see?

You knew it when I told you,

That I didn't quite have a clue.

But now you're being a jerk,

Now that we're through.

I bet you're telling people how mean I am,

And how much I made you suffer,

That i'm the one to blame,

And that I no longer matter.

I keep in touch with your friends,

Because they're the only piece of you,

that i have left.

I still wear that necklace that you gave me,

From time to time.

Why is it so hard for me to see,

That you're no longer mine?

But I'm not who I once was.

Or who I will be.

So even if there were still an 'us'

Would you even still love me?

No.

Because now that we're through,

My flaws are all that show.

I hope you find someone new.

But I hope that you'll think of me,

From time to time.

Because though you can't see.

I may not be in your heart,

But you'll forever be somewhere in mine.

You helped me by being in my life.

Without you, I wouldn't be who I am.

And I've come to realize,

To be happy,

I don't need a boyfriend.

Now that we're through,

I am stronger than I used to be.

Now that we're through.

I can find the real me.