Poems By SimplyUniquelyME

You.

Go ahead, 

Believe that all I've said.

Is a lie, and always will be.

Go ahead, stop caring for me.

I've always tried my best to tell you the truth,

But when it comes to you,

It feels like every thing I say is a lie,

It just isn't right.

Go and replace me like you do.

Go and find someone new.

You can even go back to your ex,

But all y'all can do is text.

I know what I said hurt you,

But what your doing, it's hurting me too.

You're just simply ignoring me, like I never even existed.

Would you just stop doing that to me, and listen?!

I'm trying to explain, 

That what I did, I didn't do it as a game.

I never wanted to hurt you,

That's why I had to say goodbye to you.

I kept reading these pictures,

And they kept saying all these lectures.

"Don't screw around with someone's feeling just because you're unsure of your own."

That's when I knew I had to let you go.

I didn't know how I felt, or what I wanted.

But now all our memories, are bitter sweet and haunted.

You just pushed me right out of your life.

And now all I want to do is break down and cry.

I admit, it's getting better.

But my moods keep changing on me, just like the weather.

I know it'll get better. 

But first, I guess I have to suffer.

You won't even be my friend,

Afraid that it'll happen again.

So, in the end,

I ended up breaking both our hearts.

It's like this..

I want to be over you, 

And be with someone new.

But I can't do that yet,

Even if I have the option.

There are boys that i have met,

But they aren't what i'm wanting.

But no, I wouldn't go back to you if I could.

Because, in this life, all you can do is move foward.

So, I'm taking a break now,

From guys, I don't want to be dating, not right now.

I'm going to get myself back together,

Make it all better.

I need to find out who I am,

Before I can hold some one else's hand.

So, I don't hate you.

But I'd like to say thank you.

For making me who I am today,

Whoever that is, anyways.

I know we'll both be fine.

And i'm so tired of crying.

I won't do it anymore, not over you.

Because i'm going to start over,

I'm going to be brand new.

And stronger than ever.

Thanks to you.