[Jongin's POV]
I'm in love with these bright yellow flowers that I'm about to give her. Even though I'm still feeling a bit nauseous, thinking about her makes me even more sick. The days that I went without her have been pure hell, and all I want to do is hold her in my arms and whisper to her how much I love her.
"Excuse me, Jongin-ssi, why are you here?" A young female taps me on the shoulder and asks me with such confusion on her face. I turn towards her and smile.
"This is for someone I really love."
"Oh my, perhaps..."
To my right, a figure begins to take shape in the corner of my eyes. My brain figures out who it is within seconds; I know her so well by now that I can just see one part of her body and know that it's her. I look over and see her staring straight at both of us.
My face hardens as she painfully watches us as she stares down at the bracelet on her wrist. I try to stop any misunderstanding by holding my hand out and calling out to her quietly, but she doesn't hear. My angel turns around and starts to walk away from me.
The world that I have once been so thankful for, I am now in belief that it has split in half. The blurry images of her beautiful self disappears from my pupils as if she has left my life.
Tears flow down my face as I scream her name and run after her. The flowers that I just held drop to the ground and crush from the impact. No matter how fast I run, I can't seem to keep up with her and she just disappears.
I stop in my trail and clutch my stomach with my arms. It hurts just to walk, and here I am running. My legs fall weak and I fall onto my hands and knees.
Droplets of tears fall onto the ground as I bleed my eyes out. Images of her smile when she was younger fill the body of every droplet on the ground, and it causes my eyes to hurt even more.
"Soo... Soojung!" I yell and try to get back up on my feet, but my pained stomach causes me to fall back onto the ground. I gag on the tears and spit out saliva all over the floor.
"Please... stay by me, Soojung." I plead.
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letting you fall. (KaiStal f.f)
FanfictionI just see him standing there with a bouquet of flowers for another female. Holding my wrist up, I look at the bracelet he gave me 8 years ago. I'm not mad, in fact. I'm just going to let him fall into his own misery... - Sequel to 'Impecunious Mai...
