[Jongin's POV]
I stagger into the nearest bathroom that is in my grasp and fall onto all fours. As if the world hates me, there is no one in here to help me and ask me if I'm alright. It's too quiet and scary; all I can hear is the echoes of my sobs.
On my aching hands and knees, I crawl into one of the stalls and lean on the toilet with my back. There's nothing left for me to do; I just want me to be gone so she can be happy.
I love her so much that I'm willing to be gone from this world so I can watch her smile from above.
"Is this the end?" I sob and curl into a ball. My hand reaches into my back pocket and I pull out a pocket knife that I usually *always* carrying with me.
The blade flips out of it's slot and shimmers on front of my eyes. The beautiful sharpness that it has makes me cry even more. I never thought that I would be able to do this.
I shove the knife into my stomach.
At first, all I feel is a sharp pain like getting kicked in that area really hard. But then it slowly starts to get into your mind that you have a knife in you body. The slice burns so much, especially the places around the cut.
It doesn't hurt as much as getting your heart broken.
"Please... live happily, Soojung... I know that no one can hear me..." I pause and look at the blood gushing out of the wound onto my hands, "...but I really love you. Please smile from now on and don't cry anymore..."
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letting you fall. (KaiStal f.f)
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