letting you fall. (KaiStal f.f)

Last Chapter

[A Few Days Later]

Everyday I have waited for him to open his eyes and just speak to me one last time. After he almost died in the ambulance on me, his family, and his fans, I felt that I can't ever let this ever happen again.

"Jongin, it's been 5 days." I whisper as I wipe a warm, wet cloth across his forehead. In those five days, I forced myself to risk my job and be here with him until the moment he wakes up. With the light blinding in my eyes, I pull back some strands of hair blocking part of his face and wipe the rest of his angelic face.

"Soojung..."

I accidentally drop the cloth on his face out of shock but quickly retrieve it before he realizes what I just did. When I'm about to tell myself that I'm dreaming, he slowly flutters his eyes open and slightly smiles.

Oh, his smiles have always killed me. No, anything he did with his lips f*cked me up. Smiling, I'm melting. Smirking, kill me. Kissing me, I'm done.

"Jongin—"

Trying with all of his might, he moves his hand over to mine and holds it. He just holds it; doesn't squeeze them, doesn't link his into mine. Just like a Lego thing, he just cradles my hand.

"You don't know how much I want to make out with you right now." He lightly chuckles and coughs a few times into the crease of his arm.

After I place the washcloth on the side of the bed, I slide my hand into his and wrap my other one of his. Pulling his hand up to my lips, I lightly kiss and and leave it resting on my mouth.

"Maybe when you feel better... we'll do the craziest things ever." I whisper.

"Maybe even getting married? You'd be willing to marry me?!" He gasps and coughs again. I chuckle and wipe my eyes.

"Yes, maybe." I smile and lean closer to him. Taking the dominance, I give him a smooch on the cheek and whisper, "And maybe we'll do other unimaginable things."

"Stop it, Soojung. I'm still bedridden... that's too much for a sick male to handle." He says and kisses my neck.

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