[Jongin's POV]
When others say that they're having a heart attack or can't breathe, it's just an expression. Then there are times when it's real; it feels like you're dying and you can't stop it.
It currently hurts so much that I'm breeding a waterfall on the gurney. My chest feels as if a nemesis just ripped my heart of its place and squeezed my lungs down to the size of a piece of paper.
"Do you know how and when this pain began?" A female paramedic asks me. I don't reply and just continue crying instead. Of course I know how this began; it started when I began to realize that Soojung won't take me back. Her smile when she gave Jin a kiss... they look so happy.
I pull myself into a fetus position and then throw up over the side of the gurney. The contents of my early breakfast spew out all over the ambulance floor and onto part of the wheels of the bed.
"I think I'm lovesick." I mutter and grip onto the gurney's arms as I continue to expel food from my body onto the floor.
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letting you fall. (KaiStal f.f)
FanfictionI just see him standing there with a bouquet of flowers for another female. Holding my wrist up, I look at the bracelet he gave me 8 years ago. I'm not mad, in fact. I'm just going to let him fall into his own misery... - Sequel to 'Impecunious Mai...
