Panting, sweating, intertwined bodies both writhing in pleasure. We pull apart and I suddenly feel so empty without her so close to me. She always has and always will be my whole world. I have never loved anyone as much as I love Amy. The two of us together are, how did the fans put it?, of yeah "AmyZayn" haha the fans and there crazy way with words. From the moment I set my eyes on her I knew with all my heart that she would be the one. I know your thinking "Zayn that's impossible to know so quickly" but with her it wasn't. Her beauty was just what caught my eye at first but then I went straight to her to talk to her. To find out if she was single or if I had to steal her away from the guy that didn't deserve her. She has the most adorable lisp too. I love it so much. The only problem was that she lived in America, New York to be exact. The commute just to see each other would be killer but so damn worth it. Luckily for me she was single when I first saw her. Her dark flowing hair, her bluish green eyes that were clearly contacts covering her gorgeous chocolate brown eyes. There was no need for contacts in my opinion, her eyes were perfect. I feel a tear slip just thinking about our first kiss.
"Thank you so much Zayn, I had the best day today. It was totally perfect, from the walk on the beach and picnic lunch to the candlelit dinner in the gazebo in the middle of the zoo. I just loved every second with you." she says with that adorable lisp. "You can't begin to imagine how much fun it was to spend the day with you. I just wish I didn't have to go back to London, back to work, so soon." We only had two weeks together because I was on break. Now my break was ending and I had to go back.. Reluctantly I would go back. We pull up in front of her house and I don't want to let her go, who knows when I'd get to see her again. Sure we could call, text, Skype, but it wasn't the same as holding her hands and looking deeply into her eyes. Caressing her cheek with my thumb as she laughed at absolutely nothing.
If I didn't know any better I'd say I was in love. And I like it. She took off her seatbelt and turned to thank me once again. " I can't thank you enough for today Zayn, it truly was..... perfect." she whispers the "perfect" as she grabs my hand. Immediately my stomach is going crazy. We've been spending as much time together as we can over the break and I still haven't kissed those beautiful lips. I don't want to rush her in any way. I want everything with Amy to be perfect. I want her to remember everything we've shared , every conversation, every brush of hands, every kiss, etched in her memory like they were in mine. As we gaze into each others eyes we both slowly move closer together. My hand reaches towards her face again brushing her cheek with my thumb, causing her to look down and blush. She wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss her. She looked back up at me and leaned in more as my hand slowly moves to the back of her neck and I pull her in for our first kiss. It was awkward at first and we were a bit clumsy but just as we relaxed we were just fine. If I'm not mistaken this just might have been her first kiss with anyone. We hadn't really talked about these things before but I could tell she was new to this experience. I smiled at the thought that I was her first. I grazed her bottom lip asking for permission to take it a step further and she parted her lips just a bit. This was the "perfect" kiss.
I'm shaken from my beautiful memories by my gorgeous girlfriend's hand wiping away the tears running down my face. "Zayn it's ok, we'll be just fine" she whispers trying to comfort me. I grab her tiny hand in mine and just hold it against my face, etching this memory along with the rest. "Did you know that I was willing to steal you away from whatever boyfriend you had when I first saw you?" I ask. "Yes my Love, you've told me this several times since we started dating." she says chuckling. "You don't have anything to worry about Zayn. I'm yours and only yours. With everything that I am and everything that I have, I am yours." she continued while still caressing my cheek. "Zayn Malik you are my whole world, from the day I met you I knew that we were meant to be. I know it sounds silly but I felt it. Not just butterflies, I had butterflies, but I just had this overwhelming sense of home. Like you were meant to be my home. Everything about you felt so natural. God sent you to me Zayn, I fully believe that and I will be eternally grateful to Him for bringing you to me." she finished with a tear slipping down her face. I grab her face and lightly press my lips to hers and my heart begins to race like it never has before. She's right... Cause she's my home too!
