does it matter? /// yoonmin

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"Yeah, I'm bisexual."
Yoongi said it like it was the most obvious thing. Jimin smiled so big. "What?"

She shook her head, "it's nothing. So, have you been with any guys?"

He gazed at the ground, thinking. "There was one guy in highschool, his name was Seokjin. I thought he was pretty, and for my first time, a more feminine guy would ease me into the whole thing, you know? But, I think it was only that, I didn't actually like him. So, it ended quickly."

"Was it a physical relationship?"
Yoongi eyed his girlfriend, seemingly pondering something in his head.

"No, I guess it wasn't any kind of relationship. We did some things, but never sex."
Jimin bit her lip, almost as if worried over something.

"What about you?"

Jimin's head jerked toward him, "huh?"

"What about your first boyfriend?"
She blushed. Jimin opened her mouth a couple times, and the closed it.
"There was only one other guy."

Yoongi nodded, urging her to continue.
"Um, it was my last year of high school, he was my..." She stopped.

Yoongi held her hand, "Your what?"

"He was my teacher..." The boy paused and instantly understood her hesitation.
"His name was Jung Hoseok, I called him Hobi."

"I'm sorry, you don't have to talk about," Yoongi started when he saw tears well up in her eyes.

"I, um, my first time, with a guy, was a year after I finished school," he smiles at her, telling her he won't mention the teacher again. "His name was Jungkook, a mischievous kid. At first, I thought he was nice, we became friends. But, the first time I invited him over, he pounced me." He laughs at the memory, "It was better then I thought it would be. Uh, I mean-"

Jimin laughs, "Its okay, I get what you mean."

" Then, I met someone online, Namjoon. I think Seokjin actually introduced us. He was hilarious, very good at rapping. I would send him my lyrics and he would rap on the phone to me. Funny thing is, I never saw a picture of him. So, when we decided to meet, he was tall and a little muscular. Um, not my type basically." Jimin giggles, "We decided romance was not going to happen, we are still friends though."

He paused and Jimin had to tell him to continue.

"The last one, Taehyung. Nothing really interesting about the story. I think what ended it was that he was twice, no three times, as hyper as you. He tired me out too much, wanted more out of me then I could give him."

Yoongi smiles at his girlfriend. Bending down, he places a small peck on her lips. She grins and looks around the empty park.

"Yoongi, I..." She seemed conflicted. He brings her hands to his face and kisses them.

"Yes, baby?"

Looking again to make sure nobody is near in case of a meltdown, she continues,
"I have a secret. It's a pretty big one, but I mean technically it's not even true! I am who I am on the inside, right?"
Yoongi nods, confused.

"Well, the outside is different, you know, for me. Yoongi, I'm a-"

"A boy, I know."

Jimin stands up and looks at her boyfriend like he's crazy.

He smiles knowingly, "I walked in on you taking a shower the first month we were dating."
She blushes and looks at her feet.

"D-do you still love me?"
Yoongi jumps to his feet and hugs her tightly.
"Of course, none of that matters to me."

He suddenly realized something. With an irritated face, he asked,
"Is this why you never wanted to do anything sexual?"

Jimin blushed darker then her hair.
Yoongi smirked and pick her up, "All those precious moments we could've been doing it! All for some trivial matter!"
She giggled and hit his chest.
"It wasn't trivial for me!"

Yoongi smiled lovingly, "I know, baby. I love you."
He kissed her. She wrapped her arms around his neck.
Breaking away, she whispered with tears in her eyes,

"I love you too."
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That was a lot shorter them I wanted but oh well.

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