BTS Oneshots

bitter /// jikook

They met in a club.

Jimin was mixing drinks and Jungkook was looking for his next catch.

"I hear you're the infamous heartthrob that doesn't fall for anyone"

Jimin smirks, "you must not have heard that I try with the cute ones."

They met again in a calmer setting, a grocery store. Jimin had disheveled hair and ruffled clothes. They bumped into each other and when Jimin saw the condoms and lotion combined with the ever so sexy Jungkook, he couldn't resist.

The third time they met, Jungkook was looking for the older boy. He got to the club a little early and found Jimin's coworker. He told him where to find the the sex fiend.

Jimin was a little anxious this time. He was the handsome cold heart that never loved, but he knew their were several reasons for that. Jungkook said he didn't mind package.

Jimin had a commitment problem. It's not that he never loved, just that he was addicted to hurting people and it never ended well. Jimin was a cheating bastard and he didn't know why.

He also had a drug problem. Depression and wrong choices led him to powders and pills mixed with alcohol and smokes. He tried to kick it, but the nights where he struggled with nobody to help him made him think he was a mistake with no reason.

Jungkook would try. He promised he could love and care for him, be there for him.
"You naive kid"
Jimin cried with happiness and fear.

They met and loved over and over again. Jungkook would craddle Jimin in his arms; he thought he was comforting the withdrawal. He started to wonder why it was so easy.

Jungkook found him the first time with white powder all over Jimins coffee table. He spouted lies that made no sense. "It was flour" and "i ripped the pillow".
Jungkook smiled sadly and said it was okay.

"Whenever you want something, call me."

This time, it was tough. Jimin wasn't taking anything and he was a disaster. He called Jungkook so often and needed him so much, the younger started staying with Jimin.

But Jungkook was a young man who wanted a good life. College finals were coming and Jungkook started looking for jobs. He became busy. Whenever Jimin became weary, the usual soft touches and whispers in his ear became rushed lines on the phone to calm him down. Jimin felt more like a chore rather than the preferred.

The second time Jungkook caught Jimin was with another woman. They were tangled in Jungkook and Jimin's bed. Jimin had one hand on her chest, another holding a cigarette. The cheater didn't even register what he was caught in. When he saw the anger and shock on the others face, he smirked and Said, "what? Want to join?"

Sober Jimin cried and apologized saying this is what he meant. He couldn't stop even though he hated it.

Jungkook Sat in silence and cried because why wasn't he good enough?

The third time was a week after the second. Jungkook came home tired late one night to trip over an unconscious Jimin. He panicked and brought him to the ER.

He overdosed on some pills, but luckily wouldn't die. Jimin was in a coma for 3 days and when he awoke, he was immediately entered to a rehabilitation facility.

Jungkook visited him 5 days in and Jimin wanted to go home. He promised he would get better. The younger threatened to leave him of he didn't stay.

Jimin tried, he really did. He stay in rehab for 2 months and stayed clean for almost 2 years. He got a steady job. They both moved into a small house and got a dog. They talked about adopting. Jungkook felt so proud and loved him with all his heart. Everything was finally normal.

An old friend popped up. He didn't look too good and Jungkook hated him. Jimin said it was fine, but never mentioned that the guy was his old dealer. They hung out more and more. Jimin started acting different. Whenever Jungkook mentioned a child, Jimin would start yelling and end up leaving to hang out with his friend.

Jungkook got offered an amazing opportunity. He rushed home earlier than usual to tell his lover the good news. What he found was the opposite. Once again he found Jimin in the arms of another. Once again he found Jimin high out of his mind. And once again he felt the betrayal break his heart.

But for the first time, Jungkook realized Jimin would never change. He realized he wasn't strong even to keep reliving the same pain.

So he packed his things and left. Jimin tried calling him, he went to his school to find out he moved to Seoul for a once in a lifetime career.

Jimin never felt this devastated. He became clean once more. It had been 3 years by the time he decided he trusted himself. He went to Seoul to search for his past lover.

Jungkook already had someone else. They adopted a small child. They were happy. Jimin finally felt the bitterness Jungkook had felt for years. He was happy for the young boy.

But he, himself couldn't had been worse.