It was nights like this that made me want to go back to my house, run in my room, go to a corner and plomp myself down and sit there and feel sorry for myself.
I want my old dreams back.
The good one's.
The ones about boys, and what I would be when I grew up.
Now all I have is nightmares.
Sometimes I think im going crazy, Even though I know im not.. Or am I?
Crazy people dont think they are.. cause their well..
Crazy.
*Sigh.*
I stared at a razor..
HELL TO THE NO. >.> I do NOT. cut myself.
I just stared at it though.
One of my weird moments.
Why cant I just be a razor?
I could be use'd to harm things, Do helpful things, And then get thrown away. wait..... Thats kinda how I am now, Isnt it.??
Im just a fucking razor.
ughhh im going crazy.
New thoughts, new thoughts.
Blurs of waves kept rushing through my mind.. I kept trying to block them out, But they kept coming back.
It seems so familiar.
But I cant remember anything.
Like I said, Going crazy.
It was dark in my room and I saw a faint glimmer of light coming from under my door.
I swear.
Sometimes I think im just in a scary fucking movie, And someones just waiting to come snatch me up and cut my head off and throw it somewhere in the wood's.
The little shimmering lights didnt look like footsteps though..
It was more like fucking aliens.
Ohmigod..
I know what it is !
its alien's.
And I heard they cant open doors so.
They probably got pissed.
And now their trying to annoy me with their fucking probe lights.
Mother-fuckers.
My door started to open little by little.
My god.
Aliens are so stupid these days
Why do they have to go so slow its just opening a fucking door like what planet do they come from?
No, Seriously. I want to know.
The door opened pretty wide now but no one was there.
'Ohmigod. Their invisible aliens.' I said outloud
Dont I just seem the slitest bit of retarded?
Yes, Yes I do.
There was a black shadow moving from the side of my door.
It was a shadow of a smarl girl .
hmm.
wtf is this. >.>
Like, Seriously, Theres something up. >:O
Ima hide now.
I grabbed my blanket and pillow and slide under my large bed.
YOU ARE READING
Breathless.
Teen FictionAlison keeps having disturbing, nightmares about her past but cant quite remember them, Yet. Along the way, She finds out about a lost twin, And a very, Very. Dark secret. And that's all im telling you, Youll have to stay tunned to find out.
