Epilogue

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(Chanyeol's pov)

Ten years already passed and still I cant see her

I still feel… I still feel like crying everyday. She is the only girl that we love. We cant let go of her just like that.

I feel like…

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot see
I’m struggling to find you who I cannot hear
I see things that I couldn’t see before
I hear things that I couldn’t hear before
After you left me, I have grown a power that I didn’t have before

The selfish me who has only thought about myself
The me who didn’t know your feelings and ignored it
I couldn’t believe myself that I have changed this much
Your love can still move me like this

If I just think of you, I can fill this world with you
Because each snowdrop is one tear drop that belongs to you
But theres just one thing that I can’t do and it’s to make you come to me
I hope I don’t have this miserable power

The selfish me who has only thought about myself
The me who didn’t know your feelings and ignored it
I couldn’t believe myself that I have changed this much
Your love can still move me like this

Stopping the time, (I) go back to you
I open this book of memories and I open up your page
And in the book I’m in there, in there with you

The small and weak person, because of your love
Just like this for everything (my whole existence)
I changed the whole world

The me who didn’t know how to be thankful for love
The me who thought that the end was the end
To the image of you who wanted me to be, I fixed myself everyday
I think my love will continue on forever

Stopping the time, (I) go back to you
I open this book of memories and I open up your page
And in the book I’m in there, in there with you
The things that I met that winter

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot see
I’m struggling to find you who I cannot hear

(miracles in December)

I sang my thoughts out loud

everyone in the castle is not the same as they once were.

the others locked theirselves in their own rooms and never goes out except for dinner.

Dinner time is almost here.

I put on my slippers and went out of my room to go eat dinner. The most affected of all  is Sehun. He would drink, ruin his own life

"How I wish we could be the same us again" I whispered

I don't know if it was a blessing that we met NaEun.

But now the good thing is that Exo is one again. Thanks to her

I smiled to myself and just enjoy the moment

(Sehun's pov)

"Sehun ah, she wont come back" I talked to myself while facing the mirror with bottles of beer all around the room

"NaEun -ah, why didn't you just take me with you?* hiccups*"

My life is useless without the girl I love

Why is it that everyday I tell myself that you're coming back when it won't even happen?

"It hurts so much!" I threw the bottle until broken glasses are seen

"I cant even kill myself" I'm a vampire and unless the lost royal princess returns and kill me. that's the only way I die, or either way, a monster that is pure evil can kill pure vampires like me

I look at the device that LuLu hyung made for me. With this I can see if she is back on our planet or not

The rock is still not glowing. Luhan hyung put a drop of her blood on the stone and with the help of Heechul, this stone is somehow like a telephone, except it I cant call, I can know if she is here

I sighed and sat at the corner of my room…

Why is she dead? Why didn't I save her?

"Sehun, dinner time. I know its hard to move on but you have to eat. You only eat three times every week" I heard Chanyeol half scolded, half worry

Yeah. I cant just sit here and not eat. But I want her to be alive

I sighed "okay. I'm coming" every step I make is heavy

"Hyung, I don't feel well" I leaned on the wall for support

"Enough with the drama Sehun" D.O's voice is outside my room

"Really. I dont-"

(Third person's pov)

"okay. I'm coming"

"finally sehun" Chanyeol sighed in relief

"Hyung, I don't feel well"

"Here we go again" Chanyeol rolls his eyes

He spotted D.O walking towards Sehun's room

"Enough with the drama Sehun" D.O must've heard what Sehun said

"Really. I dont-"

THUD~

"Ya Sehun! This is not funny" Yeol tried to open the door knob but it is locked

"Baekhyun! Call everyone! Sehun IS… he … he collapsed " Chanyeol called

"Call Tao! Maybe he can break the door!" D.O told Chanyeol

"Tao! Z.Tao! Please break the door for us! Sehun's door!" Chanyeol came running while shouting. Asking Tao's help

"Move it guys!" Tao is the martial arts expert here

Tao kicked the door with no effort and it came down

"Sehun!" Luhan ran to Sehun and saw him lifelessly on the floor

"He is still breathing. Bring him to the hospital" Lay informed everyone

"Kai and Chanyeol! Lets carry Sehun" Kris quickly ordered

When they left, the stone started glowing

Updated: February 21,2016

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