One Last Kiss

"I'm in love with you"

~Your POV~
I woke up in bed, with a migraine and puffy red eyes.

"So why don't you just talk to her about it" a girl said, I looked up and saw her holding him as he wept

I'd never seen him cry before, it broke my heart, have I caused his pain? Am I the reason he's crying?

"Because I don't want to lose her but I think I already have" he sobbed into her neck.

The girl wiped her face and held him close.
I could tell that he meant a lot to her. She had pain and guilt on her face, wishing she could stop her baby brother from hurting this bad.

He's never cried in front of her, maybe when they were little bit not in the last 5 years.

"Don't say that" she said

"You haven't.." I spoke quietly, my voice breaking slightly as tears slid down my cheeks

They both looked up at me.

I looked at Calum

"As much as we fight.. and argue, I'll always love you.." I said as I played with my fingers

The girl stood up and kissed his head before walking out leaving us alone.

"Did I get you pregnant..?" He asked quietly

I froze. What was I supposed to say?

"I.."

"Tell me please.." He begged

"I need to know if I have a child or not.."

"I was pregnant.. I found out the day you left.. But.." I cried

"But what..?" He said as he gulped slightly, fearing the worst

"I had a still birth.." I covered my face, trying to forget about that day like it never happened.

I called my best friend and told her my water had broke that night. She rushed over and drove me to hospital, the baby was 3 weeks early.

I lay on the hospital bed, crying, wishing he was there to hold my hand, but I understood why he wasn't there.. I never told him, so how was he supposed to know.
One of the nurses told me to push. I did, I kept pushing, the pain was unbearable but I wanted to meet my child, she was my only hope.

She came out, I heard nothing, I waited for a cry as the nurse cleaned her. Panic started setting in as I stared at my child, seeing how she wasn't moving at all, her chest wasn't rising, she wasn't reacting, she was lifeless. 

I snap back to reality when I hear my phone buzz. I look down and it was that friend asking where I was. I told her I was okay. I then looked up at Calum, but no one said anything, all you could hear was silent sobs and sniffles coming from one another until the girl came in to check how he was doing.

"I remember you.." She spoke softly as she walked towards me

"After you had the baby.. You wanted some boy but no one could work out the name.." She trailed off and sat beside me rubbing my back

"I wanted you to be there, I really did Calum.." I cried

"Was it a boy or a girl.." He said as he stared at the wall, tears streaming down his soft skin landing on his hands.

"Girl.." I said as I watched him

"I named her.."

"Luci Joy Hood.. Like you wanted" I spoke

"With an I..?" He asked as his gaze turned to meet my eyes

"With an I" I stated, locking eyes with him.

The room fell silent.

The girl stood and hugged Calum tightly.

"You promised Mali was gonna be a middle name" she whispered softly into his ear

He managed a half smile as he could tell his sister was trying to cheer him up the best she could.

"I'm going to speak with the boys, you both need a rest, a week off I propose" she grinned and walked out.

"Do-"

"Yeah.. I do" I said as I passed him a photo of her

I watched as his tears fell onto the photo

"My beautiful angel" he sobbed and held the photo to his chest tightly.

I stood up and hugged him tightly, crying into his shoulder as he did the same.

No matter how many fights we have, or how many empty threats we make, we'll always love each other.

He pushed me away slightly and cupped my face, wiping the tears off of my face with his thumb.

"I'm in love with you" he said as he stared into my eyes

"I know.. I don't show it enough, but I do, I love you with all of my heart and I really.. really want you to stay on tour with me"

"I was never going to leave" I said as I watched his face light up.

He smiled and ran his fingers through my hair.

"I love you" he mumbled as he moved closer to my lips, his hands finding their way around my waist, pulling me close as his lips touched mine.

"Calum!!" Ashton yelled not realising what was going on

"Oh, whoops, um, we have to go, busy press day today" he said as he scratched the back of his neck.

Calum nodded, watching as Ashton left he turned his attention back to me.

"Come with me, we can cuddle in the car and have lunch after..?" He said in a soft tone, looking at me.

I nodded, rubbing my eyes, wishing we could just stay in the hotel and sleep all day.

"It'll be fun" he rubbed my back

"I promise" he said and pecked my cheek, walking towards the door, holding my hand.

"Wait" I said, stopping him

"What?" He turned to look at me

"I need to do my make-"

"No you don't" and with that he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

"Calum!" I screamed

"Put me the fuck down! I swear to god. I need to do my make up" I whined

"No you don't, you look beautiful" he said ignoring every word I was saying as he walked down to the car

I lifted the back of his shirt up and grabbed the rim of his boxers, lifting them up giving him a wedgie as he squealed and put me in the car.

The other band members laughed at my action and Calum's reaction.

"Why do you hate me?" He whined as he pulled his boxers down.

I blew him a kiss and crawled into the back of the car.
He sat beside me and put his arm around my shoulder and looked at me.

"I'm so glad I have you" he said smiling