Caught in between - A Dan and Phil threesome

Chapter 1

WARNING: SMUT

As I took a last glance at myself in the mirror I confidently flipped my hair over my shoulder. Yes, I was ready for this, I had been ready for this since last week Tuesday. 'Come on Y/N, you can do this', I thought to myself, leaning in closer to fix my make-up. I looked good, really good, but as I took a step back I couldn't help but wonder... Why me, of all the girls they knew? Why would they choose me to do this with? I saw my own expression change as I worriedly fidgeted with the hem of my dress. 'That doesn't matter now', looking up I flashed myself I grin. Yes... I was ready.

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Knocking on the door I immediately recalled the last conversation we had had. It was on a late night while we were watching some anime that one of the guys approached me about it. Of course it had to be Dan, knowing that Phil would only open up after the first few steps were taken. Not that Dan didn't seem nervous... No, he definitely was, he just had the strength to speak the necessary words out loud. He started with asking me about sex and what according to me was the best experience I had ever had. Not knowing what he expected of me I had kind of shrugged my shoulders. One thing led to another and before I knew it the question was asked. At first I was kind of shocked. I had known the guys for a while back then and they didn't seem like that kind of adventurous type. Then I let it sink in and thought about the options they were giving me. I had always liked Dan, he was handsome and tall and oh my god those arms... Phil was something else though. I had never been tempted to think of him in such a way but once I did I became kind of curious. Was he really into this? One would say so when I saw his pleading eyes linger over my body. So I agreed and now we were here... Nervously waiting for them to open the door I patted my foot on the ground. 'Get it together, girl'. Dan opened the door and I could tell he had been busy by the look in his eyes. I wondered if this day had been as difficult for them as it was for me...

"Hello, Y/N." Dan spoke as he gestured me to come in. I started walking towards the lounge out of pure habit, when a soft hand prevented me from doing so.

"Uhm." Dan's voice seemed unnaturally high.

"It's in my bedroom." I was kind of taken aback, the reality of the situation sinking in once again. A healthy surge of nerves ran through my body as Dan lead me towards his bedroom. Phil was already there, playing an online game on Dan's laptop. It seemed almost insane that these two nerds, who had probably spent their day playing video games, were really going to do this... Especially as Phil quickly saved the file and got up, my stomach seemed to twist and twirl. Was I really okay with this? Did I trust them with my body? I had never even done anything remotely weird before...

"Are you okay?" Phil's question seemed so sincere that lying didn't even occur to me. I shrugged my shoulders, feeling Dan's presence close in behind me.

"It's just that I... I didn't' really think about this when you guys asked me and it's not that I regret it, but I... I've never done anything other than just normal... Sex and I'm not sure what to expect right now." I crossed my arms, an automatic gesture of doubt and protection. I loved both of them to bits, but this was really intimate...

"I mean... I'm not sure if I can trust you guys with this. I mean, I do but-"

"Relax, Y/N, it's not like we do these things all the time either." I was happy that Phil was the one talking to me. Dan just seemed a little bit too intimidating right now.

"But you have..." The disappointment in my voice was audible. They were experienced and I wasn't... Story of my life. I was always the unexperienced one, the innocent one, the one who just went along with it. Hell, even when I lost my virginity the guy was just some cocky player having sex with everybody in the school.