Caught in between - A Dan and Phil threesome

Chapter 4

The next morning I woke up to the amazing smell of pancakes and toast. I got up, put on a stray shirt which seemed to belong to Phil and ran down the stairs as quickly as I could.

"Damn, I'm starving." I let out as I walked into the kitchen. To my surprise, Phil was the only other person in the room. I wondered about where Dan was, but chose not to ask. I needed some rest after yesterday's events and Dan could be quite a demanding personality.

"Good morning." Phil muttered. It didn't take me one second to realise that something was bugging him. Of course, I immediately assumed that it was my fault. So I walked up to him, taking his hand in mine. After all the sinful things we had done yesterday, it still felt a bit weird. But I was on another level with these boys now, I trusted them and touches like these were supposed to be easy now.

"What's wrong?" I squeezed Phil's hand, encouraging him to tell me the truth. We had all been in a vulnerable position before, being honest was still key.

"Y/N... Just..." He struggled, but I patiently waited.

"Let's face it... You liked me but... But you simply loved Dan." That took me by surprise. These guys were so close, it never even occurred to me that they could get jealous of each other. Though this couldn't quite be defined as jealousy either. He sounded rather sad than annoyed. It was insecurity...

"I... What exactly do you mean, Phil?" He sighed, obviously troubled about talking to me.

"He's always in charge, I mean... We gave you the choice yesterday and you wanted both of us to be in charge, but I can't help but feel like... That Dan... Never mind." He turned away from me and I chose not to stop him, because I finally understood what he meant. Phil had always been the gentle one, the caring one. For once he just wanted to be the lead. So right then and there I decided that he would be.

"Phil... Take me, do it now." My words seemed to startle him. He turned around slowly, a cautious look in his eyes. I myself was quite shocked too. When did I become so confident?

"Wha-"

"Don't... Just take me. Because, let's face it, that's what Dan did... Sure, he asked permission first but in the end I don't think I ever really had a choice. Not with that look in his eyes, not with his voice so close to my ear... Don't get me wrong, I love you too, just as much, but if you want to be in charge you have to take it... Or well... Take me." He still seemed hesitant. It's not that he didn't know what to do, it's just that he didn't know how to do it. So I helped him a bit and placed his hands on my hips. I leaned back against the counter, practically giving myself to him.

"Don't wonder whether I'll like it... Be confident that I will... And I will. Demand me, Phil." Those last words were chosen very carefully, because what guy in his right mind could be hesitant after that? I felt his grip on my body get tighter as he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. He quickly went on to kiss me with a greater urgency. Less tender, more needy. My hands moved up to tug on his beautiful black hair, as we heard the front door open and footsteps coming up the stairs. Phil wanted to pull away, but with a single noise I pleaded him not to. I tried to sound as complying as I could. Not that I wanted to turn this into some dom/sub thing. I just wanted Phil to know that confidence was all it took. It was the cutest thing that he cared about my wellbeing so much, but he also needed to know that with him in charge... My wellbeing was nothing to even worry about. He knew exactly what to do and he didn't need Dan or anyone else to help or guide him. Right at that moment, our third companion walked into the room. I could feel his eyes on our bodies as he moved in closer, his hand already resting on my back. He used his elbow to nudge Phil towards my neck, but I immediately stopped him.

"No Dan...You'll only be watching today." It was all I said, taking Phil's hand and guiding him towards his bedroom. Of course Dan followed, quite confused and dare I say, even a little bit annoyed.