The last Hope~ a Kylo Ren Fanfic

I Wish This Was A Nightmare

Violet's p.o.v

It was dark and rainy, all I could hear were the sounds of the screams of the people I use to call friends. Bodies lie motionless on the muddy ground, slaughtered by my own hand and the man now called Kylo Ren. "It's your turn to die, old man!" He spat at the hooded man sitting on the mud next to an R2 unit, Kylo activated his light saber and advanced forward towards the man.
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I awoke in a cold sweat trying to catch my breathe, it's been almost 8 years and yet I still dreamt about those horrors. I regretted nothing, I couldn't. And yet those memories haunted me like a ghost, I couldn't close my eyes without them being there to show me what a horrible person I had become. The past years was full of changes, we had left the jedi order and killed off the rest of the padawans who wouldn't join us and the First Order. Snoke took us on as his apprentices and we soon became masters of the  knights of Ren. We were married despite Snoke and his comments about love making us weak, in fact it made us stronger. Kylo and Violet Ren, the most dangerous couple that ever lived, at least that was what people called us. I couldn't help but agree with them.  We had taken over whole systems, no mercy for anyone, we had taken babies from their homes to grow and  be trained to be the next generation of stormtroopers since we never used clones.

I looked around my chambers I shared with Kylo, it was a nice sized room, dark colored furniture made the room seem cozier. A king sized bed with posts sat in the middle of the room with a small bench on the end of it, a dresser and desk sat on either wall and a metal door on the right wall that led into a huge nice bathroom. Though, my favorite part was the large window behind the bed, it reach form wall to wall, ceiling to floor. Pillows and blankets when spread out in the gap between the bed and glass for star gazing. I always loved to star gaze and Kylo knew that, he always made sure I had what I wanted. Within these 4 walls he was like his old self to me and only me, our room had gone untouched by his tantrums because of that. Outside, to the whole universe, he was cruel and murderous.

I sighed and closed my eyes once again, reaching out towards my husband's side of to bed to wrap my arms around his torso, just to be met by cold sheets. My eyes popped open and scanned the room for his presences, again i was met with nothingness. His day must have started earlier than normal, i thought to myself crawling out of bed to get ready for a new day. Slowly, I made my way to the connected bathroom, the motion of walking made me oddly feel sick. "Oh no," I whispered running to the toilet where I threw up the dinner I had last night. This went on for 20 minutes, constantly throwing up whatever was in my stomach then sitting in front of the toilet waiting for the next round of stomach acid and broken down foods to come up my throat. "Maybe I should go to the infirmary and see if they have anything for an upset stomach," I stood up slowly and grabbed my robe wrapping it tightly around my thin body.

Luckily for me, the infirmary was just down the hall from my room, so it didn't take much energy to get there. I opened the door with the force because i was too lazy to push the button, I was greeted by a newly trained stormtrooper. Even with the robotic voice i could tell she was female, knowing comfort me because i knew if it was a male stormtrooper Kylo would have murder the poor boy for just laying a finger on me. "O-oh hello commander, I'm KH-2101, the new nurse, what seems to be the problem?" She asked nervously in fear that I was there to relieve her of her job. I sat on the exam table and told her what had happened when I got out of bed, she told that she'd have to do some test before she could tell me what was wrong with me. She also asked if she could remove her helmet and I nodded to her request, she removed it and began taking blood for some testing.

After what seemed like forever, she completed the tests, when the results came back she looked at the computer screen checking to make sure she had done everything correctly. KH-2101 looks back at me in complete shock, I sat there confused, "well what is wrong with me?!" She walked up to me slowly with her head down, she was scared of what she was about to tell me, I could see it written all over her tan face. She looked up and stared into my eyes with her green ones, looking for the words to tell me what was about to tell me. It gave me time to prepare for it and study her features, she was beautiful to me, she had black hair and freckles on her cheeks and nose, she was most likely from a tropical planet. I started to think of the shame it was to have had taken her away from her home at a young age and what kind of life she would've had. These thought were foreign to me, was I going soft? Why would I? "Ma'am, according to t-the test, it seems t-t-that..."

"Say it!" I demanded.

"You're pregnant."
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A/N- thank you so much for reading! I start school tomorrow so I don't know if I can update as fast as I have been. But I'll try my hardest. Thanks to my friend,You_Are_My_New_Dream, for the help on this chapter! Love you guys<3