Sins are excuses

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No p.o.v

The lack of people and and made the aura in the pub heavy and depressing. Violet sat alone at a small table furthest from the door with her hood up and her hands in her lap, Krista sat at the bar keeping an eye out for any dangers that were to come. 2 waiters, a bar tender, and what seem to be the planet's biggest drunk were the only other people occupying the wore down building.

Violet was on edge, awaiting the arrival of a man who could help her or destroy her. Over all the feelings pulsating through her body, she was afraid. Afraid of rejection, the same rejection bestowed with by her own mother when she was just a baby. She was overjoyed that she'd see the man who had raised her and held her when she had horrible nightmares because, right now she was living one. A nightmare that didn't seem to end and would probably end with her death or her child's. This thought sadden her, she didn't want to die nor lose this being growing inside her, that had changed how she looked at the universe for the better. Violet didn't think that she could ever love something other than Kylo Ren. Yet now, she loved this baby, her child, more than anything in the whole galaxy even after finding out not even two days after finding she was pregnant.

She pull out of her thought when the door of the basically empty bar opened and closed with a slam, there stood the man from her memories. Rex Phillips stood there, his shoulder length blonde hair with grays from aging, his brown eyes still just as comforting as when she was a little. The only changes she notice was the fact that he had grown a beard, yet when she was young he always have a shaved face.

He started to look around the bar looking for his new employer, Violet observed his actions, he was being very caution and alert of what was going on around him. She stood and waited moment longer before speaking, "I didn't think you'd show up, though you never refused when it came to a job." He turned to face her slowly taking a few step forward, "who are you and what do you want with me?" Violet could feel his heart racing, this made her smirk, even when her identity was unknown she was very intimidating.

Tears came pouring down from her eyes, many different feelings flooded her mind. She hesitantly lowered her hood, her face was now exposed for everyone to see, "I want my father back." She practically screamed the words that have been eating her away for 11 years.

Rex's eyes softened as he saw her face, he felt as if he was dreaming, was this actually happening? "You were dead, th-they said you were killed with the rest of them. You should be dead!" He cried out. "No, I did something a lot worse and I know it'll be hard to wipe away my sins b-but I need you now more that ever," before she knew it, he embraced her into a hug. It felt calming to her, it felt like the first hug that she had with Ben, warm and protected for the cruel world.

"Sins are just excuses, what you've done will be forgiven," he whisper, it still felt like a dream to both of them, the only real thing that was in this dream was Krista coming to make sure everything was okay. The three of them sat down at the table and discussed what had all happen after Rex and Violet parted ways. For Violet, it was hard to talk about all the First Order business so Krista was willing to explain for Violet's sake. She had thought that Rex would react negatively but instead he calmly listened and held Violet's hand in case she broke down again. Then came to tell him about the baby.

"There's one more thing you should know, papa. The reason I'm sitting here with you is because I'm-" she paused nervously, "pregnant." She looked him while she sat there in shock, she wasn't surprised by that, he shot up, "we need to get you to a safe place now before the First Order comes."Violet and Krista agreed and gathered their things and rushed out with Rex to his ship. They boarded and not long after they took off. Violet started to look around at her old home, nothing had change, only some more rust cover the metal walls, Krista looked around the control room asked, "where are we going?"

Rex looked at the two women, "Takodana, there's a woman there who could help us."
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A/N- sorry I've been studying for class entry exams so I didn't have time to update as much as I want you. The next chapter will be posted in the next few days, thanks for reading!

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