The Forgotten Mate

Survivor

Its been two mouths since he walked out of my life, its been two mouths since we started to prepare for war, its been two mouths since i felt alive. I seat in my house and watch outside the window as the wolves train for my war I started. Seating in silence waiting for my end. Kate, Greyson, and even Madeleine tried to talk to me but, I was in so much pain that I couldn't  speak. Doctors say the baby should be due in a mouth, with that I'm going to give her up. She needs a mother who can love her and keep her safe. I can't do this on my own...
there was a knock on my door.

" hey Cat, how you feeling today?" Greyson walks in and ask me this question everyday, I turn towards him and then look back at the window. I know one day he's going to give up on me, he sighs then walks out. I can hear him talking behind the door. " she's still not talking, she given up." I feel someone beside the door ready to open it. Then Kate walked in.

" Hey Cat." I turn around and she is taken back by my state. she walks over toward me and looks at me. " what happen to you? You have only spoken once in the two mouths, and then you shut yourself in this house." I look at her and everything I have been holding back came rushing towards me. The feelings I had been holding back, the words I keep silenced come to me.

" He's gone." she looks taken back that she heard my voice. It was weak and filled with sadness, it was weird hearing it for myself. a sob left me " I feel like my whole life was a lie. I have pushed everyone away cause I thought that when they left me it wouldn't hurt but,It hurts so much. The one person I let in becomes the one person that will take me down.  I don't know how people did it Kate, move on. They wake up and get out of bed and live there life but, why cant I." I finally gave up and broke down into Kate. She was rubbing my back and keep repeating Im so sorry. " I keep losing people I love and I don't think I can survive losing anyone els." she picks up my head and hold it between her hands and looks in my eyes.

" You are a surviver. I know you feel like your whole world is crushing down but I promise you that you will never lose me. You could never lose me cause let face it you're all I have." a tear runs down her face, I wipe it off her cheek and She pulls me into a hug. " Im so happy that I have my best friend back." I smile into her shoulder. " me too." I pull away from her hug and look her in her eyes. " Im ready." she nods and smiles and takes my hand,making our way towards the door.

I can do this... Im a surviver.

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Hey people! I just wanted to say I love you guys so much. I cried a little writing this tbh.
The chapters are going to start to be longer, so that means that it may take me a little bit longer time to update