I wanted his happiness so I let him go. With my heart still full of love and my mind still full of memories I pushed him away.
He held on till the bitter end and I had to play devil. Dismissing his feelings. He cried out he would never replace me. My heart fluttered. I hoped times would change. Maybe in a year I'd find him. I would cry out the I love you I so desperately held onto for months and that our Romeo and Juliet painful love story could finally grow healthier. I'd have my parents blessing and we would be us again.
But he has a girlfriend now. He's blocked me from his heart and Facebook. Now I'm not the one pulling away..
Maybe I made a mistake letting you go. Or maybe I couldn't take forcing you into a family that would never accept you as their own.
My heart is colder than the frigid winter.
My heart needs your warm love and your oversized hoodies on my arms.
YOU ARE READING
Random poem thoughts
PoesieJust me writing down things that come to my mind. I don't expect people to read. If you do don't judge me for my mind. I get dark.
