My life: Messed up [on hold]

You describe it, because I fail

Btw guys, I added a nice piece of music. How deep is your love. By Calvin Harris. I really like it and I hope you guys will do to. Leave a like and comment maybe and hit that follow button. And I'll see you guys next chapter!

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His eyes, tantalising me.
His body, stunning me.
His voice, freezing me in my tracks.
His actions, unforgivable good.

He made it clear he didn't want any resistance. He didn't want any struggling. He just wants me. This all I could tell from his way of walking towards me. He speeds up a little and is now right in front of me. His eyes looking down on me, my eyes looking up to meet his. He smiles again.

"You..this, why?" I ask with my most stuttering voice. I to be honest don't think it's healthy to be talking like this but let's just take it for now.

"Because you, babe, are the only girl that ever resisted me. You know how to get my interest. And you, are hell of a lot special." He says in his low whispering OH MY GOD SO SEXY, voice. This guy, just didn't come back for his jacket. He came for me...me...Bella Grangel...Me. But, can this guy even truly love Someone and not just abandon them? Can he actually not be a player for once and just love me. Why. Why me. Why do I always end up in this deep deep trouble.

So as I am rambling about he actually leans in closer. Puts his hands on my hips, leads my hands to his neck. And kisses me. He kisses me, like...KISSES...ME...KISSING...YOU KNOW ME...THAT PERSON...IN THE BOOK...BEING KISSED BY THE BADBOY...IS ME! Jolts of electricity ran through my body. My desires, my need for some love. Instantly satisfied. This guy could give love. He just didn't want to give it to one person. In other words a player. His lips are just, ever so soft. And he keeps on going. After what feels like a good minute he breaks away. I know it probably lasted a bit shorter but, damn he's good. He pulls away and smiles at me.

"Looks like you needed that." He says.

"How would you know?" I ask in my shy voice, yes. I just discovered I have one, well I know I have one but I think I lost it like a few years ago. A heart of stone, that's the solution. Ignore all teasing, don't let anyone in. It sounds cruel, but it works. And this guy, this incredibly handsome dude, he just broke that stone layer. He just made me feel loved again.

"I don't know, I just know. I'm kind of an expert at this stuff." He smiles and then turns around. "I'll catch you later on Facebook." And with those words he grabs his jacket and then swings the door open, when he closes it he turns around and quickly winks. I dash for the window and see him walking away. Damn it, the sexy thing. But really, this guy. He just...he just, he broke the stone layer around my heart he made me feel loved. And I think, I really think, that I love him to. Little did she know, she's not the only one seeing that.

AYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA. What will happen afterwards! I'm cruel, I'm leaving you guys with a cliffhanger because really guys. Next chapter in my eyes will be awesome. BETRAYAL, NEW ENEMIES, BISH FIGHTS. That stuff. Leave a like and a comment if you enjoyed this. Please look at my profile and hit that follow button. Really means a lot to Me. Anyways I'll see you guys next time.

Cheerio,
Doelie