I Don't Care If You're Contagious~Kellic [Slow updates]

Cigarettes & Hot men

You know that feeling when sometimes you just want to disappear? Just cease to exist in this hell we call earth, and maybe just maybe you won't have to think about it too much. You won't have to...think.

I think too much.
I think about my dad and why he left. Did he leave because of me? Did he leave because I wasn't good enough? Did he leave me for a new family? A happy family, a rich family with kids, a normal family?

But then there's also times where I don't think of anything at all.
And those are the times that scare me the most.

Your worthless.

You piece of shit go die

Fag

Why are you still here? Nobody wants you, not even your own father wants you.

Useless waste of space

Kill yourself

They were getting louder and louder to the point where-

"SHUT UP JUST SHUT UP! LEAVE ME ALONE".

Silence..
I lifted my head up and saw them all looking at me. Staring at me, silently judging me.

Oh god look what you've done. Now they're gonna look at you and realize what a fuck up you are.
I didn't realize that my art teacher was talking to me. What was he saying?

All of the sudden I'm on the ground.

"KELLIN! Kellin, dear are you alright?!"

Is all I hear when I wake up from my blank and heavy state of groggy mind. The whispers continue as I grasp my head in a dazed and painful state."

I look up at the teacher, searching his face for any evidence as to what just happened.

"Kellin dear, you just started screaming and you fainted, are you alright."

He stared at me, with pity in his eyes.

Pity.

The thing i hate the most.

Suddenly someone picked me up. I shivered slightly and looked up into the eyes of my apparent savior realizing it was... Well..you can pretty much guess.

"Really."

I stated slightly glaring at the very-not that I'd admit it, VERY extremely attractive guy. He always seemed to appear out of thin air at the worst possible moments. Great.

"Are you stalking me or something. I never even knew you were in this class." I said looking into his eyes, trying to not fall for his trap.

"I'm not actually. I saw you on the ground while i was making my way for the fourth bathroom break of the period, but between you and me", He said getting closer and whispering in my ear. "It was just another cigarette break." He whispered, searching my face for my reaction.

"You smoke too? Wow great okay." I leaned closer to the point where i could practically feel his heavy breathing on my face. It smelled like nicotine and rainbows. "We actually have something in common then, don't we Fuentes"? i said arching my eyebrow and licking my lips. When we were suddenly rudely interrupted from our flirting.

"MR. QUINN! I understand you had fainted but it is unacceptable to stand there in front of the class and continue to interrupt my lesson, and FUENTES! Where did you even come from?? Go back to class!" My art teacher said, being a buzz kill. I suddenly had taken less of a liking to him. Officially hated all teachers i suppose.

"Oh no, Gerard, I was just going to take poor Kellin to the nurse to go get him checked out. Wouldn't want him to suffer from a concussion or something, now would you"? Said Vic looking like the sly little fucker he is.

"That's Mr. Way to you, and oh my you are definitely right, great thinking Fuentes, take him right away." Said Gerard doing the hand shooing motion. "Run along."

What are we two? I thought rolling my eyes. "Can't exactly do that, I'm kind of dizzy," I said lying through my teeth. Not that i ever run anyways. Yeah i know lying isn't the best thing to do, but sometimes you have to lie, to create oblivion for the unfortunate, and sometimes, you might just be a bastard and like to lie for fun. That, being one of those moments.

"Be careful then." he said, turning around and dismissing us. Rude.

"Hummph." I said strutting away, and shaking my hips as Vic chuckled slightly in the background. "Feisty one aren't we." He said smirking and shaking his head in a joking manner. "Damn right." I said winking at him, and passing the nurses office entirely, heading for my locker at the end of the hall. He didn't question it. I spun the lock and opened my locker, shoving my backpack inside, and reaching for my hidden stash near the back. My precious cigarettes. "My babies!" I yelled and opened the pack a little bit and inhaled the smell. Smelled like Vic. He leaned against the locker next to mine and pulled out a cigarette, reaching for the lighter on my top shelf. I slapped his hand away. "Mine." I said laughing and slammed my locker shut, skipping for the first time in three years-down the hallways i despised the most. Oh the irony.

Vic followed me like a puppy down the halls and out the door, commenting on my choice of skipping and of course mentioning that I'm 'Hella gay'. No arguing there. I'm Kellin Quinn for gods sake, only the most openly gay high schooler known in a ten mile radius. Yet i still clothe myself in all black. I'm not one for stereotypes.

We reached the outside world and i breathed in a breath of fresh city air. I turned around abruptly, bumping into Vic in the process. "Oh...Sorry." I giggled blushing slightly like a sick schoolgirl. NO. NO KELLIN YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I lectured myself, but...but Vic is so hot...and those eyes and hair... Oh god someone get me some holy water, i thought as my mind started to go deeper into my 'dirty place.' My eyes traveled down slightly to his crotch...as i imagined all the things we could d-

"Like what you see?" Vic said, blessing me with his signature smirk. Well...I'm not gonna lie... "Yup nice dick. Would be better a little harder and in my mouth though." i said congratulating myself for my boldness, and casually pulled out a cigarette and lighted one pretending that nothing happened, offering one to him. I looked at his face, which was bright red may i add, and felt severely accomplished. "Yeah thanks." He whispered in a small voice. "I may take you up on that offer." I grinned wildly, exhaling smoke and stomped on my cigarette, grabbing his hand.

"Let's go then."
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Partial smut cliff hanger ;)

Your all gonna hate me oh god

tHE ART TEACHERS NAME I always have to have Gerard in all my fics