The Human Dreamcatcher

New Beginnnings

 I have managed to make one friend. That's all. I guess that is kinda sad because I would love to talk to more people. There is no point though because I will just want to talk about their dreams. Jessica is nice enough. I don't plan on telling her about my ability for a long time though. She isn't Asher. she doesn't understand me completely  yet. I will never have another friendship like mine and Asher's. I have gotten completely over him.I decided if he will just ditch me for another girl then he isn't worth my time and thoughts. I have received a few dreams from him though. They make me feel like he doesn't remember  me anymore. They are of him having friends and family over to meet his new family. One him and Shea had twins. Another was of them doing you-know-what. I wish I could erase that one from my mind. Another was of pregnant Shea. He really loves her. I used to be in his dreams. We would hang out in them. It was sweet knowing he drempt of me. He never thought of me as I thought of him. Like I said. I am over him. I found another guy actually. I am kinda into Zaine. He is cool.

He has side swept bangs. Brown hair with hipster glasses to set it all off. He isn't bi which helps I guess. He has hazel-green eyes. I have a thing for guys with green eyes. They stand out. I have started to talk to him just a little. He knows my name. That's a start right? I kinda want to start hanging out with the dreamers. They already discuss some of there dreams so I can join in.

I want to be more outgoing. I am really awkward at times because I don't talk to people much. Jessica has been helping me. I hope people won't mind my piercings I am getting. I know the dreamers won't.  They have their fair share of piercings.  I want to get a eyebrow one. I want one with a ball on both ends and I want them to be rainbow. I love color. My hair is never one solid color. My room has a different color on each wall. My favorite color is purple.  It is a calming color so I wear it. It is also a very rich color.  I wear black a lot though. I will wear a black T-shirt with neon pants and black boots. The black makes the color pop. I wear sunglasses a lot.I want to hide my eyes because I wear heavy makeup and teachers get mad about it. I want my teachers to like me. I am not a teachers pet though.

I have pretty good grades I guess. A-B-One C average. Good enough to pass.

My phone goes off.

JESSICA: Need ur help now. Meet me my locker asap! :))))))

VIOLET:On my way!

I meet Jessica at her locker.

"I need makeup! We ran out of the house this morning and I didn't have time!"Jessica blabbers.

I hand her my makeup pouch. She has flawless skin therefore she doesn't need foundation. She places the baby pink eye shadow on her lids and then tight lines her eye liner. She adds a simple flick at the end of her liner and does her mascara. Beautiful. She has a perfect skin tone, perfect features, perfect eye color yet everyone makes fun of her. Probably because they are jealous.

"Thank you so much. Where were you before you came my way? I didn't see you at your usual spot." Jessica says.

My usual spot is underneath the large spruce tree in front of the school. 

"I was with the dreamers. I think you should join me one day. They are pretty cool."

"I'll pass. I have been with the news team. They know all the latest gossip. Did you know that Jose had his first kiss with Vlair!" 

"They are moving so fast. I hope she doesn't end up pregnant."

I say that because our school has the highest rank of teenage pregnancy in all of Maine. There are a ton of girls with kids already. Right now we have four pregnant girls. Two of them with their second child. Its sad but they each have the same dad. The guys stay committed here. All the girls that have kids here are still dating their baby daddy. Its still sad they most of them are pregnant.

"Yeah that would be a bust. Jose isn't ready for that. Like us he still has his V-Card." Jessica says.

We separate and go to our classes. I don't sit by Asher anymore. I sit alone in the back. I am okay with it though. I can draw without someone saying "Whats that" or "Is that for me?". It always got on my nerves.

I can also listen to music when we have a sub. Mr. Smith always gets the same sub. Mrs. Doshire. She is cool. She lets us do what we want as long as we are not to loud. Today is one of those days when we have her. I plug in my headphones and start drawing. 

'Back off I'll take you on

Headstrong to take on anyone

I know you are wrong

Headstrong we're Headstrong.'

That's my favorite song bye Trapt. 

A/N:That is a real song called Headstrong bye Trapt. You should really listen to it if you like rock. 

Thx for reading this so far! 

XOXO

-Meaganwuzhere