Chapter 19

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When Justin and I got home, I jumped out of his car and ran to my room. I pulled my notebook out of the drawer and began writing. Wow. I never thought I would have to be doing this. But like Justin said, god gives his hardest tasks to his strongest soldiers. I can get through it. I got through Zane's death and I can get through Gabby's.

2 DAYS LATER:

I'm now running around my room like a crazy person trying to find something to wear. I threw open my closet door and began searching. I pulled out a beautiful dark blue dress and took a good look at it. Blue was her favorite color. This it is. I rushed over ad shut my door and began getting dressed. I slipped on a black lace bra, a pair of blue underwear, and the dress. It came to right above my knees and had long sleeves that stopped right at the end of my forearm. It was perfect. I took a pair of brown wooden wedges and put them on. I rushed to my bathroom and pulled out my make-up. I slapped on some foundation and blush. I lightly traced my eye lids with eye liner and spread on brown sparkly eye shadow. I put on some lip gloss and grabbed my phone, the 2 page speech, my ray bans, and my purse which I put everything else in.

"Kelsey! Hurry up!" My mom yelled from downstairs. I ran down the stairs and saw my Dad, Anna, Justin, and my Mom standing with sad expressions on their faces.

"I'm driving my car. Justin? Riding with me?" I asked.

"Yeah of course." He nodded.

"I'll ride with mom and dad." Anna said. We all nodded and got into our cars. I pulled out of the driveway and held Justin's hand. After driving for about 10 minutes, we finally reached the burial sight. I found a parking spot and saw the tent where the casket and chairs were. Justin, my family, and me walked over to it and sat down beside Gabby's parents in the front row. As people arrived her parents received countless I'm sorry's and I'll be praying's. Once everyone got there I heard the preacher clear his throat which got everyone's attention.

"We have gathered here today to honor the young and beautiful, Gabriela Marie Bev. It was such a tragic event but I believe her bestfriend has a few words to say." He said referring to me. I stood up with the paper in my hand and turned to face everyone.

"Hi. I'm Kelsey, Gabby's best friend. She was such a beautiful young role model to many people including me. I looked up to Gabby so much. Literally." Everyone chuckled slightly. "No but I really did look up to her. She was pretty, she had good grades. She always listened. That was one of her many good qualities. She always listened to whatever I had to say. I called her one time at 6 in the morning because I found out Justin Bieber got a new tattoo." I looked up at Justin and he smirked slightly. "She didn't get mad. She didn't get mad at me when I would call her at midnight and ask to come over." A tear rolled down my cheek. "She always told me I was perfect whenever I would talk bad about myself. We had this special relationship that nobody in the world could understand. She was like my sister. Scratch that. She was my rock. I could always lean on her for help or advice. I'll never forget the time I called her crying one night at 12 and she was at my house in five minutes. I'll never forget those meaningless conversations or the late night venting sessions. But most importantly I will never forget Gabby." I turned and looked at the casket. "I'll miss you my tall best friend." Tears started streaming down my face as I sat down. Justin wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I leaned into his side.

"Thank you Kelsey. I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for coming every body. Feel free to come up and say your last farewells." The pastor said. I stood up and held Justin's hand, wiping the many tears that had fallen on my face. He led me up to the casket and I took a deep breath.

"Hey Gabs. I don't even know where to start so I'll just pick a spot. I'm gonna miss you so freakin much. Everything I said in that letter was true. I'm not gonna go through it again but I'm gonna give it to you so you can read it whenever you want. Thank you for being such a good friend and roll model for me. Even when I got annoying you stuck by my side. I thank you for that. I love you. A lot. Please don't ever really leave me. Watch over me and protect me. Please. Well I gotta go. But until next time, see ya later." I said kissing my pointer finger and touched it to the wooden box. Tears and tears fell down my face as I tried to open the casket. Justin had to pick me up and carry me to the car.

"NO! I NEED HER! PUT ME DOWN!" I screamed as I sobbed into Justin's chest. I relaxed and cried. He put me in the passenger seat and I curled up and silently cried as he drove back to my house. "I can't live without Gabby." I said barely audible.

"I know baby. I know." He said.

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A/N

Oh my gosh. Wow. Even I didn't expect this. But comment please! I only have 2 comments and have 350 reads. And 13 votes. Anyway, thank you so much for reading this! And make sure to go check out my friends FanFic! It's called He's Mine, and its really good! I love you guys and you are perfect little angel mouses😘 thank you!

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