Lucky Me (Justin Bieber fan fiction)

Chapter 29

I woke up to the sound of water running. I lifted my head, and noticed Justin was in the shower. I groaned and looked at my phone. I decided to call Anna.

"Hello?" She said.

"Hey! What are you doing?" I asked sitting up.

"Nothing. I'm about to go eat dinner with Mom and Dad." She told me.

"What restraunt?" I asked rubbing my eyes.

"La Parilla." She said. My heart dropped. We always went there as a family. And now I'm not there.

"I'm sorry you aren't here." She said in an apologetic tone.

"Oh it's fine. Go have fun. Talk to you later." I said trying to be happy. I failed miserably, as I let a tear slid down my cheek.

"Ok bye!" She said hanging up. I dropped my phone on the bed, and let my head fall into my hands.

How could I leave my family, and go on tour with my boyfriend. It tears me apart inside, knowing I'm not there. Anna is about to start the 8th grade. I won't be there to see her go to her first day of her last year of middle school. I feel like an awful person.

My cheeks were soon warm with tears. They kept coming and wouldn't stop. I stood up, just as Justin came out of the bathroom. I ran over to the door, and flung it open.

"Where are you going?" Justin screamed as I ran down the hallway. Tears kept streaming down my face, as I sunk to the ground. I sat there thinking about all the things I have done wrong. I'm a waste of space. A piece of worthless shit.

I stood back up and ran back to the room. I know I'm about to make a stupid decision, but its all I can think about. I opened the door, and rushed into the bathroom locking it. Justin began beating on the door, and screaming telling me to come out. I held my razor in my hands, and pressed it to the skin on my wrists. There was a sharp pain, and I bit my lip to keep the screams in. I couldn't see, due to the tears that were in my eyes.

Blood gushed out of my wrist, as I sunk to the floor curling up in a ball. The door soon busted open. Justin came rushing to my side, and sat me up. I sobbed and felt his strong arms rap around me. He picked me up, and put me on the sink.

"Why?" His sad voice croaked.

"I'm sorry." I said between sobs. "I didn't mean to." I said trying to stop crying. He engulfed me in a hug, and rubbed my back. I hissed when my wrist touched his shirt. He pulled back and took my hand in his, examining the wound.

"Let's get you cleaned up." He said pulling a first aid kit out from under the sink. He opened it a pulled out a large bandaid, putting it over the cut.

"What do you wanna do?" He asked.

"Eat." I said sniffling. He chuckled and nodded.

"Do you want Ryan and Chaz to come over?" He asked.

"Nope. Just kidding sure." I said. He picked me up bridal style, and set me on the bed.

"I'll text them and you order room service." Justin told me. I nodded and looked at the menu. I called in an order, and then hung up.

"Are they coming?" I asked rubbing my nose.

"Yeah. They're on the way." He said just as there was a knock on the door. Justin opened it, and the 2 idiots came into our room.

"Hey kels!" Chaz said jumping and landing face first on the bed.

"Hey douche." I said. He looked at me with a fake hurt expression.