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~Phil's POV~

I woke up later in the night to find Dan right next to me. At first I was confused, but then I remembered. We kissed. I immediately felt my arm go numb and I realized he was laying on top of it. My hear was at a weird angle, And our legs were tangled.

It was one of the most uncomfortable things I'd ever done, but at the same time it was comforting. I loved all of it. I couldn't tell what time it was considering I was facing away from my bedside table, and I didn't have my glasses on so I couldn't see his clock.

Slowly, I started to pull away from him. I eventually got free without waking Dan up. I grabbed my glasses, and noticed the light for the bathroom was on. Right as I got out of bed, I remembered that Shane was in here.

Oh.

Oh.

Shane was in here.

It's not like we did anything bad, I thought. We just kissed. A lot. With that thought I got back into the bed. After a few more minutes of Shane not coming out, I decided to check on him. I tapped lightly on the door, and whispered "Shane?" A few seconds later, he opened the door. "Hey." Long story short, he looked terrible. "Are you okay?"

"Okay in your definition? No. Okay in my definition? Definitely not. Okay in the devil's definition? Probably. Does that answer your question?" I stared at him, and at that moment I wanted to hug him. "Is it about... You know who?" He sighed. "Voldemort? No. Joey? Yes. It's just... I miss him."

"Don't worry, I'd feel the same way if... If Dan died. I know what you had was special, I know the feeling. But you really should get some sleep. It's what Joey would want." For a few seconds he stared at me and I was worried that he'd start yelling. That'd just wake Dan up, and who knows what would happen afterwards. But instead, he said "thanks. I'm going to go back to bed, you should too. Goodnight."

And just like that, Shane went to his bed, I went to mine, and we fell asleep. Well, not really. Shane probably couldn't, and I was preoccupied watching Dan sleep.

What will I do if he's take away from me?

~AN~
I feel bad. I'm sorry, but break happened and I didn't really want to do anything over break. And yesterday was my first day back. So here's the update. I really shouldn't feel bad, it's only been six days.
Anyways, sorry for making it the same goddamn scene it has been for the past three chapters, but I really like this. So here ya go <3
Also what??? We have 605 views??? Since when???
~Madelyn&Shea

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