You Are Cordially Invited To... (Phan & Troyler)(completed)

~21~

~Tyler's POV~

This place was starting to get to me.

It was bad at first, with the shock and the constant death. The death hasn't stopped, but at this point it's almost normal.

Tanya just died, and I could sense the tension in the air. Nobody really thought it was Louise, she was the one crying on Phil's shoulder, but I could still see Shane deep in thought.

No one was saying anything, and I was starting to feel really uncomfortable and claustrophobic, so I went back to my room. I never thought that a simple move would change everything.

As soon as I walked in I flopped down on my bed, and sighed. When is this going to end? I thought.

Suddenly, Troye walked in. "Why did you leave?" I blinked, suprised at how blunt he was being. "It was tense and I was feeling claustrophobic. Why are you asking, it's not that big of a deal."

"Not that big of a deal? Something could've happened to you!" He didn't say it caring, or upset, he said it almost like he was mad at me. "What does it matter, we're all going to die anyways!" I had gotten off the bed, and I was standing up. I was most likely red, but not from embarrassment. "Don't say that. Don't you dare say that."

"What? You don't want me to say the fucking truth? Because that's what it is! No one is going to come and rescue us, and there's no way that this... Person is going to let us go, if there was one we'd be home already." He had let his guard down, so I could read his face; he was definitely angry. "Don't say anything like that ever again. Even if that is true, we still need to stay together, it wasn't sma-"

"Well you left alone! Why is it such a big deal?!" For a few minutes we just stood there, not saying anything. Then, he whispered something so soft, I could barely hear it. "It's such a big deal... Because I don't want to loose you."

My heart stops.

The breath I had about to exhale got stuffed back down my throat.

The words I was about to say were erased from my memory.

I walk over to him, lips parting in shock, eyes sad, almost as if regretting he said it.

I take his hand and kiss it.

"I shouldn't do this... But I need to Troye. I love you. I HAVE loved you. But if I didn't have anything to leave behind, I wouldn't have to fight to live. If I didn't have anything to lose, I wouldn't have to say I adore you in every way possible before I lose the chance to. I never wanted to admit that I needed your air to breathe, your heart for mine to beat, your voice to say my words, your love to save my life. I never wanted to admit that you were my lighthouse that I so desperately needed as I was lost at sea. I never ever wanted to admit how much I needed a light to get me out of darkness. But now I need to and I need to admit it now. I love you more than should be possible, Troye Sivan. And now that I say that, I can't ever let you go."

He looks shocked, to put it simply.

His eyes are filled with tears and his lips are in a trembling smile.

The lips I've wanted to kiss since 2013.

I lean forward and look up at him before finally connecting our lips, everything finally clicking together like puzzle pieces.

I reach up and run my hands through his thick curls, smiling into the kiss.

Well now there's only one thing I can say now.

I love this boy and he needs to survive.

I'll make sure of it.

Even if it's the last thing I do.

~AN~
I wrote the angst and Shea wrote the fluff, because I can never write anything fluffy.
But omg that last part almost made me cry, and happy things never make me cry so congrats Shea *claps*
Anyway, thoughts on Troyler getting together? Sorry Tronnor shippers. But Connor is dead.
Comment, vote, and recommend to your friends, it helps. :)
~Madelyn&Shea