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Riker:
Laying in bed talking about a lot of nothing with Rijer, you glanced at the clock on his wall, and saw how late it was. "I really have to go." "No, don't." Riker rolled over, so that he was positioned right next to you, and his arm went around your waist tightly. "Just stay this one time." "He'll be home soon, and I don't want him to question where I was," you answered, as you removed his arm and rose from bed. "I'm getting so tired of this," Riker snapped, as he watched you grab your clothes off the floor, "I hate seeing you leave, knowing you're going back to his bed." "He's my boyfriend Riker," you sighed sadly, while pulling your shirt over your head, "I'm going to leave him, but it's not so easy. I'm trying to figure this out, you know that." "Well you need to do it soon, I don't know how much longer I can pretend you're nothing to me." You swallowed hard, and looked down nervously, "Just give me time. Soon Riker, I promise. It'll be you and me soon."
Ross:
"How could you do this?!" Your boyfriend screamed that at you and Ross, when he walked into your kitchen to find your lips locked to each other. "It was a kiss!" you cried, as you stood between your boyfriend and Ross, knowing that you were the only thing holding him back from hurting Ross. "It was one kiss! It meant nothing." Ross' face fell horribly at your words, "Nothing?" Ross' heartbroken face set your boyfriend off even further, "Stay the hell away from my girlfriend!" Ross backed a few feet away from you, and looked at you with pleading eyes, "[Y/N], I thought..." You wanted to go towards Ross, as you hated the pain in his eyes. The kiss had actually meant a lot to you, but you could not admit that now. "Ross, just go." "Get out!" Your boyfriend yelled that louder than ever, and grabbed your hand as he did, "She's mine." You held your other hand against his chest to hold him back, and kept your eyes on Ross' pained ones. His final words though as he turned to leave, were of complete anger and not pain at all, "She kissed me, just so you know. I didn't kiss her, and I won't ever again. Don't worry."
Rocky:
"I can't believe what we did," you whispered mostly to yourself, as you laid in bed with Rocky. Your eyes were shut tight, because it was too hard for you to actually look around and see what you'd done. Rocky reached for you, "Come here." Rocky pulled you towards him roughly, his lips colliding with yours. You wanted to melt into his touch once more, but could not. You pushed him away. "No, Rocky, we can't." "[Y/N], it's too late now. We already did it." Your eyes filled with tears, as you slowly opened them and looked down at your shaking hands, "I don't-don't want to hurt him." "I know," Rocky sighed, moving his hands to his hair, "I don't want to hurt him either, he is my friend." At those words, your heart ached a little more. Of course you had to cheat with someone who actually knew your boyfriend, making it somehow worse. "I love him so much. I can't believe I did this." "Neither can I..." You glanced up at that, and were shocked to see your boyfriend standing in the doorway, with tears in his eyes. "How could you two?"
Ellington:
You were laying in bed snuggled up to Ellington, both of your clothes scattered on the floor. "I love you," he whispered, while pushing a strand of hair out of your face. "Ellington, don't," you warned, your mind going to your boyfriend. "You know I'm still with him." Ellington ignored your words, "I love you [Y/N], and I'm going to tell you that as much as I can." "It makes this worse," you responded, with a tear falling down your face, "Love makes this more than just sleeping together. Love makes this..." "Somehow worse?" Ellington questioned, anger and hurt in his words. "Yes Ellington, love makes this worse, because he says he loves me too. It's why I'm afraid to hurt him. He says it so often, and I know he means it." "Then why do you come to me? If he loves you so much, and you care that he says it! If you don't want to hurt him, why are you in my bed?!" You hesitated after his harsh words, "Because I never say I love him back. Not wanting to hurt him, does not mean I love him." "Do you love me?" You wanted to say yes, but you just could not. "I said love just makes this worse, so don't ask me that."
Ryland:
You were simply dancing with Ryland. It was not innocent dancing, but it was just dancing nonetheless. Your boyfriend was somewhere in the back of the club, watching you laugh at something Ryland said. He knew how strongly Ryland felt for you, everyone did, but he wasn't worried. He trusted you. Well he wasn't worried until he saw Ryland leaning in towards your lips, and watched you not even attempt to push him away. "Ryland," you sighed, when he finally did pull away. A small smile was on your lips, but your mind was more in shock. It never even dawned on you that your boyfriend was watching you smile after that kiss. You didn't think of him at all until you saw him from the corner of your eyes, storming out of the club. "Oh no." Panic filled you, and you quickly moved away from Ryland to go towards the door following behind your boyfriend. "Wait! Please wait!" You yelled that, as soon as you were outside, and could see your boyfriend at his car. "I will not wait, go back inside and meet Ryland. I saw your smile. Clearly you want to be with him." "I..." you paused, and that was all he needed to hear. "Have a nice life [Y/N]."
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im sorry i havent been updating, ive been busy and sick so i honestly havent had much time to do anything BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS HAD A GOOD CHRISTMAS & NEW YEAR
