My Journal: Simple Thoughts

Helping a freind

    January 9:20 pm

Dear Bailey,

First off I want to say you're a amazing  friend. I remember first meeting you and you were so quiet, it made me laugh a bit. I'm so glade that I met you, you've been through hell with me. You, out everyone I have known and have been friends with, stuck around. You weren't like the other girls who said crap behind my back, no you defend me when they did so. I'm proud to say that you are my best friend.

  I remember the day, May 21, when I broke down. After I told my parents what happened, and I had asked for you. You came. You were there, you hugged me and told me it was going to be okay. I cried in your arms, and you didn't mind.

  You once told me that life can play shitty cards on you, but there will be something so much better to come. I still believe in that today. You were right. After what happened I was bullied, you still stood by my side. You fought for me, you told them to go screw a tomato. (That is one of the most hilarious things I have ever herd by the way!)

A lot of people told me that I might never find love because I don't trust anyone. And I still do sometimes take that to heart. But I remember telling you what they said, and you just looked at me like I was crazy. You told me that I was strong, and that there will be a guy and I will trust him.

  You are amazing. You deserve the best, and if anyone tells you wrong then just tell them to screw a tomato. Today, you contact me about someone calling you a ugly useless person. You are not! Never! You're the kindest person I have ever met! seriously! You are also beautiful, like gorgeous. I hope you know that, and you are not fat. You are a perfect size, the size you are right now is your size and it fits you!

  Now here I am telling you this. When someone calls you a ugly fat person, you look at them and tell them to go screw a tomato. Then you walk away! I know it's hard, I know that living in a new place is hard and you have no friends. And if I lose you, I will have good memories to keep. I hope you know that I love you, you're the big sister that I never had. You stuck by me, told me everything that I needed to hear. You were my friend, you were my best friend, you were -are my sister. When I was with you, I didn't feel alone. I felt like I had my friend, I felt like I could take on the world. It's been hard since you left, and I hope that you are okay.

You are special, and you taught me so much. I believe people are brought in your life for a reason, to rather teach you something or to have a good relationship or friendship with them. I'm so glade you were brought in.

So here I am...telling you that I miss you. Telling you that you are amazing, and telling you Goodbye. I already know what's going to happen, we'll lose contact. This is my Goodbye. I love you, I hope you become a writer like you wanted to, I hope you find someone, I hope you find good people, and I hope you have a amazing life.

 

  Love with all my heart, Bella.

Ended January 9:47