kisha's P.O.V
i cant believe wat i just heard.she just told me that she's pregnant by my ex boyfriend who i thought i loved.i was shocked and didnt know wat to feel
destiny:hellooo earth to kisha she said snaping me outta my thoughts
me:yea im sorry this is just alot to take in i mean i just forgave u and u hit me wit this big bomb
destiny:look i know its alot to take in and i know its going to be hard to except but i need u to help me make a decision
me:wat decision
destiny:if i should keep the baby or have an abortion
me:y u asking me this aint my baby its yours so it shouldnt be my choice
destiny:i know i just wanna make the right choice u already know i dont like kids but i feel attatched to this one cuz its inside of me and i feel a bond to it
me:well destiny all i can tell u is go wit your heart and make sure u be smart wit yo decision
destiny:ok
me:ohhh and u might wanna think about another thing
destiny:wat
me:if prod is actually gonna take care of your baby
destiny:oh yea i dont know how im gon tell him
me:well u betta find out wat he gon do before u make yo decision on yo own
destiny:ight im surprise that u takin all this so well
me:well if u was just a regular hoe from the street believe me u wouldve been laid out but u my friend and i care about u and u already know i dont fight really anyway
destiny:yea so can i ask u one thing
me:wat
destiny:can u come wit me to tell prod
me:umm destimy i dont know about that
destiny:please i dont want to be alone wit him
me:well u did before i knew
destiny:well that was before i didnt know he was a low down dirty dog
me:give me some time then ill let u know
destiny:ight
dont get me wrong i was still pissed off at destiny on wat she did and she know everything not gone be peachy and cream for awhile but she was still my friend and im not finna let some nigga come between us.wen we walked back into the hallway everybody was staring and really didnt care wat anybody had to say cuz i had enough drama for the day so iwas just ready for the day to end cuz i cant take no more.
END OF SCHOOL DAY
after everything that happened all i wanted to do was go home but just as i closed my locker who was in my face
roc.
me:wat do u want roc cuz i aint got nuthin to say to u
roc:look im not finna sit up here and be yelled at by u again so this wats gon happen im gon meet u at yo house in an hour and u gon be there to answer the door and let me say wat i gotta say
me:excuse me but who u think u is
roc:yo night and shining armer he said as he smiled and walked away
i must admit that made me smile and laugh on the inside but i just dont know wen it comes to roc some times i like him and some times i cant stand him and dont wanna be around him.once again im confused wit my life.life is hard
