Gang Leader's Little Princess

Chapter 8

Jackson and I laid here in bed with me on his chest wrapped tight in his arms in silence.
I would slowly ran my hands over his bare chest and down to his six pack, l kissed his chin, I asked "can you tell me about us?"

Jackson brushed away the hair in front of my eyes, he spoke with such love and gentleness "when your father bashed me you found me, I was outside by the well and you rushed to me. You helped me into my room and laid me on my bed, you slowly unbuttoned my shirt with your shaky hands before telling me 'you had to clean me up' after finishing peeling my shirt off my body you had obvious look at my body. You swiped my wounds and then you helped me into the shower but I did the undressing after you left."
Jackson took a breather before continuing on "Once I was done in the shower I came out in a towel and you were wandering around my room looking at my belongings not that I had many.

Jackson rolled on his side to face me "The next morning you came to my room and you checked on me and as I was about to leave you grabbed my arm and kissed my cheek and you apologised to me. But the worst part is you avoided me for weeks and when I finally managed to get to cornered you smiled at me and acted as if everything was fine.
But it wasn't fine your father blackmailed you into leaving me alone and then from than you did for so long.
Two years later I was left alone in the house to watch you whilst your father and all of his men went to some deal. You were sitting in the lounge in shorts and a crop top reading a book and listening to music, your beautiful cream legs on display."

Jackson ran his hand up and down my thigh before speaking again "once I had made our dinner I gentle tapped you on the shoulder handing you a plate. I left you there to eat whilst I ate in the dining room, you soon joined me not saying a single word. When you had finished your meal I took away our plates and washed them but I wasn't alone because you joined me, you took the wet plate out of the drying rack and you started to dry it. I was never angry at you but you thought I was, Sapphire I was in love with you then I was disappointed that you just stop talking to me.

Jackson stopped talking for a moment and smiled at me tapping me on the nose "The best part about that night was about ten that night when you put in a movie, you threw a blanket over you and then you laid your head in my shoulder cuddling into my side.
You fell asleep before we even reached to first quarter, I picked you up carrying you upstairs and tucking you into bed. I kissed your forehead goodnight before I even left you but you made me stop, in your sleep, you said 'Jackson I missed you'. That's why the next morning I tracked you down and I kissed you, after five seconds of shock you kissed me back, the best kiss of my existence was then with you."

Jackson pulled me into his arms for a hug "we're we happy?" I asked yet again another question.

Jackson smiled at me nodding his head "more than anything, we were going to get married and have children."

I ran my hand to his cheek "had you proposed?"

Jackson shook his head "I was going to on our usual date night a few days later I had the ring in my pocket for at least a month before the accident and everything else happened."

I asked, "why do I feel that there is something else that you are keeping from me."

Jackson shrugged his shoulders "that isn't important at the moment you are happy and I don't want that to change."

I kissed his cheek "you might as well tell me, I would rather hear it from you rather than remember little pieces."

Jackson whispered, "you won't remember because it happened during the accident and I don't think you knew about it."

"Please tell me, Jackson!" I begged.

He pecked my lips quickly "we were seven weeks pregnant."

I was so shocked at what he had to tell me, I thought I was still a virgin "that can't be possible Jackson, I have never done THAT."

Jackson sat up pulling me into his open legs "we were sexually active baby, six months into being together was the first time. I promise I'm not lying I have lived with this for so long, when we first started I told you I didn't want kids because of my line of duty but we got careless in our love that we had no protection."

Jackson, had tears running down his cheek "I believe you Jackson about us pregnant, what did dad say?"

Jackson let out a painful laugh "he threatened to cut off my manhood and then I was told to stay away, you didn't remember me and that is how it was going to stay."