chapter 10

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(There is a lot of pov changes ,keep up!)
Your POV
I went upstairs while Dan shut the door I went into the lounge and saw Phil on his laptop ,I coughed loudly so he would notice me
*cough*
He turned to face me "oh hi y/n" he got up and I Hugged him
" I thought you would go in for the night?"
"I was but Alex is acting up and I didn't want to be in the same room ,so I'm sleeping here ,is that okay?"
"Of course it is ,I always love having you over"
"And I love being here"

I take a breath and look around at my surroundings , taking in the place I would be staying in .

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom ,can I leave my stuff here" I gesture to the sofa
"Sure!" Phil said gleefully
"Make yourself at home"
"Ta"
Phil laughed "your so welsh y/n"
"Shut up" I laugh
I walked out as Phil continued is computing ,I went to the bathroom ,and shut the door.

*Dan's POV*

I walked up the stairs and heard y/n and Phil talking ,I smile and walk to my room to get my laptop to go on tumblr , I walk back to find y/n gone
"Where's y/n ?"
"Bathroom" I nod and sit down next to Phil .

*your pov*

*panic attack warning *
*I have never experienced a panic attack the way I'm about to write so if I am so wrong ,I'm sorry*

I washed my hands and looked into the mirror I sight heavily and turn to the door when a wave of worry hits me like nausea ,I step back from the force and hit the toilet door ,I slowly sink down and eventually hit the floor
I was panicking because of Alex ,and Dan and the fact Dan could get really hurt ,and that I didn't tell Alex I was staying here , another wave of worry hits ,my breathing quickens and began to loose control of my feelings
Even though I could tell Alex now he won't like the idea of me sleeping in Dan's bed with Dan ,especially because he doesn't like him.
A tear rolls down my face and drips onto my hand ,I bring my knees to my chest and tuck my head in between that. Then I just sit there ,for a while.

*Dan's POV*

"Hey Dan ?"
I look up at Phil
"Mm?"
"Y/n has been in the bathroom for an unusual amount of time"
"Ye ?"
"Is she alright"
"Pff Phil she's fine ,probably just putting on makeup or something"
"Okay" Phil shrugs and goes back to the internet
*5mins later*
*Dan's POV *

I was looking at my laptop when Phil stood up ,grabbing my attention
"What's up phil?"
"Dan,y/n has been in there for about ten minutes ,something's up ,and seeing as your so oblivious ,I'm gonna go see her myself"
Phil stormed of before I could reply ,I felt a bit guilty that I didn't go with him but honestly she is fine ,its y/n for gods sake

"Dan!" Phil yelled worried from downstairs ,I knew something was wrong , I leap from my seat and sprint down the stairs , I see Phil banging on the door "Phil what's wrong?"
He turned to me ,the most worried expression on his face "its y/n ,I can hear here crying but she won't reply to me and she locked the door"
I jump to the door and join in on hitting the door
"Y/n ? ,its Dan" I said in a calming voice "can you let me in please ?"
The cries just got louder
"Phil I am going to get her phone and see if anyone she knows has seen her like this before "
I run up stairs

*Phil's POV*
Dan went upstairs and I continued to knock on the door
"Y/n ,please I can stop your crying ,just let me in"

I heard the cries get quieter but still loud then I hear a click ,I assuming the doors open and turn the handle slowly ,the door swings open and I see y/n crying into her knees ,I sprint over to her , I realised she was having a panic attack and I had to calm her down so she'd stop
"Y/n" I said in a soft voice "listen to me ,you are okay ,listen to my voice and only my voice ,can you tell me what's wrong "

I took a shakey breath and told him everything

"I'm gonna get Dan". He said while getting up ,I grab his hand
" he can't know "
"Okay but he's worried sick ,at least tell him your alright" I nod and let go if Phil ,I saw him run up the stairs ,then I went back to my position

*Phil's POV*
I run as fast as I can to the lounge ,I swing around the door frame
"Dan.." He turns to face me ,he looked so worried
"She opened the door "
Dan jumped infront of me and ran down the stairs .

*Dan's POV*
I saw y/n on the floor with tears in her eyes ,I crouch down beside her
"Y/n! Are you alright what happened?!"

"Dan" Phil interrupted calmly
"She is having a panic attack you have to calm her down'
I felt a lump in my throat and nodded ," y/n" I breathed while wiping her years away "can you tell me what's wrong?"
She sniffs and looks at me ,she gave me a reassuring smile
"Its okay ,its just one of those days ,y'know?"
"But y/n? I'm pretty sure 'one of those days ' won't cause.."
"Dan, honestly ,I dropped my bracelet in the sink and some writing came of so I got upset " she laughed lightly
"Well" I said while slapping my thighs and getting up
"Shall we get to bed then?"
I reach a hand out ,she took it and I pulled her up
"Ye" she smiled , I looked at her and wiped one last tear away the. Gave her a smirk I picked her up bridal style and carried her up to my room to go to sleep.

Another month another chapter I guess ,like I said in my other book school is catching up with me and I am getting slower but I will try to upload asap
And I'll see you in the next chapter.

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